Nov 30, 2006 21:24
I feel like such a complete and total annoying fuckup. I really do. It's amazing how being so desperate NOT to fuck up, and not to do anything wrong in any way, shape or form, can actually make you so insecure and nervous that it makes it worse.
Sometimes I really upset myself. I swear to god I'll become less insecure when I know for absolute sure that I don't need to feel that way. Sometimes it is just hard to stay calm like I should and roll with the punches.
They still haven't fixed my washing machine. I wish they would.