idk
i'm dumb.
really dumb.
but it's fine.
i'm home from college on break currently and it's been the weirdest month.
my gpa was stellar. i should be ecstatic. but all i can think about is whether or not i'm in the right major... and whether or not i want to puruse the career i had in mind. i don't even know. everything is so confusing. i have no idea what i want to do with my life. so i continue to work at my dead end job just to afford my next semester. good times.
a few weeks ago i felt the stars align.
it's like everything was perfect at the same time.
i have never experienced anything like it. now i'm just wondering how i'm supposed to know what to do next.
it's like fate made the first move and i'm trying to figure out how to get the ball out of my court.
i never was very good at basketball...
fuck.
but hey, when something gives you butterflies it's probably worth purusing.
i wish i could figure this shit out.
really dumb.
but it's fine.
i'm home from college on break currently and it's been the weirdest month.
my gpa was stellar. i should be ecstatic. but all i can think about is whether or not i'm in the right major... and whether or not i want to puruse the career i had in mind. i don't even know. everything is so confusing. i have no idea what i want to do with my life. so i continue to work at my dead end job just to afford my next semester. good times.
a few weeks ago i felt the stars align.
it's like everything was perfect at the same time.
i have never experienced anything like it. now i'm just wondering how i'm supposed to know what to do next.
it's like fate made the first move and i'm trying to figure out how to get the ball out of my court.
i never was very good at basketball...
fuck.
but hey, when something gives you butterflies it's probably worth purusing.
i wish i could figure this shit out.