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Hells Bells
I think I am getting too invovoled in this. I am feeling too much. He is not in this the way that I am. I know this. I need to mentally adjust to this. I know he is looking for fun. And nothing more than that. I have to decide if thats something that I am going to be ok with.....but I have decided that I really do want something serious. Too ( Read more... ) -
You
I think about you every day. You're the first think I think of when I wake up, and the last thing I think about before I finally fall asleep. Is this love? Is this obsession? Really what is the difference. I have not stopped thinking about you since the first day I met you. I remember it al so well, and yet, it was so long ago. Too long. Too ( Read more... ) -
Michael
I miss Michael so much, I just want him to come home. I love him, Its ridiculous I know but something that I cannot help. If I could I would. But he has always been the one person always on my mind. Always the one person I come back to, every single time. Always the person that I ran too, and he was alwasy there when I needed him. I need him here ( Read more... ) -
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Each day that goes by the pain gets a little worse. It hurts to be without you and it hurts even more to be with you. I keep trying to walk away but I am just not strong enough. I need you in my life, there's No mistaking that, everyone knows. The more ppl that find out the harder it is..... I'm sitting here waiting, always waiting.
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Whatever
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Cry
If I had just one tear
Running down your cheek
Maybe I could cope
Maybe I'd get some sleep
If I had just one moment at your expense
Maybe all my misery
Would be well spent
Could you cry a little
Lie just a little
Pretend that your feeling a little more pain
I gave now I'm wanting
Something in return
So cry just a little for me
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Funk
I cannot describe how incrediably frustrated I am right now. This ALWAYS happens to me. ALWAYS. I cannot tell if its my heart or my mind thats messed up but its definitely one of them! Always the wrong place, at the wrong time, with the wrong person. Cant ever be right. No, not with me cuz the right thing never happens to me I'm just a magnet for -
Wow
I cannot believe that a cadberry egg has 170 calories in it.
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Too much pain, cant sleep. I'm really starting to wonder if I'll ever really sleep again. It seems like i only really get a good nights sleep about once every 2 weeks and thats when my body finally just shuts down. The nightmares, the heart ache, the visions, the memories, so many thoughts and broken dreams. I miss peaceful relaxing sleep. when ( Read more... )