Oct 07, 2008 15:06
If Holly Madison can't hold on to a guy, what hope is there for any of us? Holly and Hef are no longer together and its... kind of weird. I mean, what will the Girls Next Door be like now? Awkward....
I finished Gossip Girl! Very trashy, very addicting. Makes for good television. I've started catching up on last season's Smallville and I've picked up House and I'm thinking about starting on 30 Rock. I am SUCH a tv addict. omg. There are so many tv shows to watch and I love them all.
My mom has told me that I should be confirmed by the church. And I don't really have a problem with it. I like religion (as a subject) and I like learning about it. I feel connected to God and I feel like a spiritual person. I think about God everyday or nearly everyday. I'm not the most dutiful of Catholics by far. But I don't think that makes me less close to God than someone who is. But now, I'm doubting myself. Something I rarely do when it comes to how I decide to be close to God. I don't know if I should do it. I want to. At least take the classes for now. But I don't agree in everything the church believes in. And I feel like I'd just be seen as a hypocritical person. And that makes me feel... not good and ... just bad about myself for wanting to do this. *tear* :(
Well that was a downer. I'd like to be somewhere warm. I'm cold. And I have a cold. I've been sniffling and sneezing all day. I'm sure my co-workers appreciate it though. On the work subject, I have to go to upstate NY this weekend for an inventory count at Staples. Joy and joyness. Upstate NY is like... the south. Creepy and a little frightening, as a minority. Upstate NY should be cut off from the real NY and be moved to the south. I vote yes.
I made Penne Arrabiata yesterday and it's probably the best thing I've made since living on my own. I LOVE it. I'm happy there are leftovers and can just lay down, eat, and hopefully, get rid of this cold.
Ummm, I saw Eagle Eye this weekend with my family (went back to LI this weekend) and Manny. I <3 Shia. So hot. It's interesting to see how your brother will squirm when you keep mentioning how hot Shia is. Mental note...
I LOVE my family. And sometimes when I watch my little cousins, it makes me realize how they're already better people than I am and they're only 9. As in, they are much more selfless, helpful, and giving. I'm kind of a spoiled brat... sometimes irrational... and I have mood swings. But when I went home this weekend I just kind of wanted to sleep, but my mom wanted me to help her put up some Halloween decorations. And I just wasn't in the mood, but I did it grudgingly. Meanwhile my little cousin did all she could to help me, even though I had the worst attitude ever (surprising, no?). She ran around looking for thumb tacks, continuously made suggestions on where to put things, found the tape for me.... etc. She's such a good camper. And I feel kinda bad. First, for not appreciating it enough at the time. And second, for realizing that she was being more mature than I was in the matter. I think patience is really a sign of maturity. But the fact that I have none... well, I don't know what that says about me.
~Free your mind~