Not something that is often my bedfellow, however I've been thinking alot lately and perhaps dwelling on things that are best left under-rug-swept as coined by Alanis Morrisette in one of her songs.  One of which is my desire for a "family" in terms of wanting a child.  This is not something I've actively considered in the last few years because I ( Read more... )

Though, at this point perhaps death wouldn't be a bad thing...I mean it would make life easier at the moment because I wouldn't have bills and shit to deal with...I wouldn't have anything to deal with. Though, there are people that won't let me take that route...really ( Read more... )

As I sit here and let my mind wander...which we've learned can be a dangerous thing. I am starting to realize just how short life can be. I mean, I could die tomorrow if I am meant to and life would go on...as is expected. The fact that Vasava has been dead for six months - January of this year, has made me realize that every moment should be ( Read more... )