....zombies.....

[trinity02]

i hate this. these dreams that wake me up and make me feel helpless. and i know if i lay back down it will be there again. i shake and feel sick. its in my head and it won't leave. make it stop! i don't know how many more mornings i can stand to wake up like this. my breath catches in my chest and i'm terrified to think.

here's to another day of being exhausted.