ok so mhm like totally freak me out RIGht on.
OMG. How life can be sooo effing confusing.
Everyday of my life is filled with confusion I dont know what to do dont know who to talk to dont know how to homework Dont know who to believe Dont know what i want.
I mean honostly I dont get how these our the best days of our lives I feel overwhelmed with all the pressures of school and work and going to practice and being a good daughter and doing what my parents want.. trying not to piss people off but still trying to get my point across I find it amazing how my life goes UP and down I mean one day your sitting here plannig your future with someone the next Im sitting here wondering who I could talk to.. or what freinds I could make and dumb ish like that.
I am meeting new people and having alot of fun I guess but still there are holes needed to be filled and I miss some friends and I miss alot of things that could be partly my fault. Until then Im not letting anything get to me.. Ill get my lisence soon and I will be going places and doing things for ME. and I think then Ill get out of this lil slump of not feeling I can do anything.
Everyday of my life is filled with confusion I dont know what to do dont know who to talk to dont know how to homework Dont know who to believe Dont know what i want.
I mean honostly I dont get how these our the best days of our lives I feel overwhelmed with all the pressures of school and work and going to practice and being a good daughter and doing what my parents want.. trying not to piss people off but still trying to get my point across I find it amazing how my life goes UP and down I mean one day your sitting here plannig your future with someone the next Im sitting here wondering who I could talk to.. or what freinds I could make and dumb ish like that.
I am meeting new people and having alot of fun I guess but still there are holes needed to be filled and I miss some friends and I miss alot of things that could be partly my fault. Until then Im not letting anything get to me.. Ill get my lisence soon and I will be going places and doing things for ME. and I think then Ill get out of this lil slump of not feeling I can do anything.