Fic, in FIRST PERSON view..for once.
Title: Surreal
Author: me
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: n/a
Summary: Someone showing us how it feels to be loved.
Disclaimer: I do not own Arashi. Nor do I want to okay, maybe a little.
Surreal
It's strange. Strange for me to know he's mine. Strange that he knows he's mine. But it's strange in a good way. I really do love him. I wonder if he knows how much really. Maybe I'll tell him one day.
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Tonight is going to be our first together. We're going to share ourselves completely. For the first time. We've been together for a few months now. I'm actually nervous. I'll try not to show it though, I want him to be comfortable.
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He's at the door, knocking. Should I let him in? Only joking. Of course I will, I can't wait to see how he's dressed, how he smells, how he feels.
"Hey, I brought us some sake." Typical Sho. He's always so sweet. He kissed me on the way in. It was gentle and warm, on the forehead. I am shorter than him after all. His smile is so beautiful, it makes me feel happy to be alive.
"Put it in the fridge please." And I remove his coat as he passes by me.
Today is our half-year anniversary, that's why we decided it was time. I feel like starting now, but I'm embarassed to tell him.
He looks up at me, eyes full of love. "What are you thinking about so intensely?" He knows me too well.
"Nothing. You look handsome today. Not that you don't usually." He blushed. I made Sho-kun blush, it's adorable. I should do it more often.
He went to sit on the sofa. Like he usually does when he first comes in. But this time, he seems really concentrated on something. Is he maybe nervous too?
"Sho-kun, do you want some sake?" I asked as I was going into the kitchen anyways. Maybe he needed something for him to relax.
"Sure, just a little though." I took a wine glass for us to share, we did that a lot. I poured some, half full, just enough. As I turned around, I almost dropped the glass.
"Sho-kun. Does that mean you want to start now?" He laughed. I was asking because he was already almost nude. And I hadn't heard a thing. He was sitting there with his boxer shorts.
"Nah, I'm just getting comfortable. You know how it is in here." It's true, he always did say he felt as though I lived in a sauna. I should have guessed.
"Alright then, this is for both of us." I put the glass down on the table in front of my sofa. Sho smiled, his eyes disappearing at the same time.
I sat next to him. My heart was racing. He was sweating. I wonder if he's sticking to the sofa yet? "Eh. Sho-kun. Are you comfortable?"
"One second." He got closer to me, wrapping his arm around my shoulders and whispering in my ear. "Now I am, don't sit so far away." He laughed slightly.
"Okay, Sho-kun. Ah, are you hungry?" He was staring so attentively into my eyes, I almost forgot what I had just asked him.
"I am, but for something I'm not sure I can have." I knew exactly what he meant. I hated it when he was being subtle. But I loved it too, 'cause it was a turn-on.
"And what would that be?" I liked teasing him. 'Cause he teased me all the time. And the smirk that appeared on his face, confirmed my thoughts.
"A bit of you would be nice." I looked down at my hands. I didn't even realize he had grabbed my left one. He's very distracting. I was glad he wanted to start as much as me though.
He leaned in and kissed me on the cheek. Only on the cheek. I wanted more already. He always made me crave for more, he was my guilty pleasure, my addiction. My everything.
~~~~~~~
My clothes was off. He was in his boxers still though, but not for long. If I had anything to do with it.
"You smell so good Sho-kun." He smiled, a grin more. He was over me. I felt my heart palpitating. I wanted him, so badly. And as fast as possible.
"Don't be afraid." He knew it was my first time. He had a few others before. I was a bit worried, but it was Sho-kun. There was nothing to fear. He was my knight in shining armor.
"I'm not." He removed his boxers. But wasn't going to start yet. He wrapped himself around me. His kisses were like touching the clouds. Softer than anything you could imagine.
His eyes analysed my body. It made me a bit shy but I wasn't going to stop him. He looked happy about what he saw. I changed the positions we were in. I wanted to be in control.
"I'll start Sho-kun." He seemed a bit surprised, but he was more than willing to let me. It wasn't for nothing they called me Riida.
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~Later
Author: me
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: n/a
Summary: Someone showing us how it feels to be loved.
Disclaimer: I do not own Arashi. Nor do I want to okay, maybe a little.
Surreal
It's strange. Strange for me to know he's mine. Strange that he knows he's mine. But it's strange in a good way. I really do love him. I wonder if he knows how much really. Maybe I'll tell him one day.
~~~~~
Tonight is going to be our first together. We're going to share ourselves completely. For the first time. We've been together for a few months now. I'm actually nervous. I'll try not to show it though, I want him to be comfortable.
~~~~~
He's at the door, knocking. Should I let him in? Only joking. Of course I will, I can't wait to see how he's dressed, how he smells, how he feels.
"Hey, I brought us some sake." Typical Sho. He's always so sweet. He kissed me on the way in. It was gentle and warm, on the forehead. I am shorter than him after all. His smile is so beautiful, it makes me feel happy to be alive.
"Put it in the fridge please." And I remove his coat as he passes by me.
Today is our half-year anniversary, that's why we decided it was time. I feel like starting now, but I'm embarassed to tell him.
He looks up at me, eyes full of love. "What are you thinking about so intensely?" He knows me too well.
"Nothing. You look handsome today. Not that you don't usually." He blushed. I made Sho-kun blush, it's adorable. I should do it more often.
He went to sit on the sofa. Like he usually does when he first comes in. But this time, he seems really concentrated on something. Is he maybe nervous too?
"Sho-kun, do you want some sake?" I asked as I was going into the kitchen anyways. Maybe he needed something for him to relax.
"Sure, just a little though." I took a wine glass for us to share, we did that a lot. I poured some, half full, just enough. As I turned around, I almost dropped the glass.
"Sho-kun. Does that mean you want to start now?" He laughed. I was asking because he was already almost nude. And I hadn't heard a thing. He was sitting there with his boxer shorts.
"Nah, I'm just getting comfortable. You know how it is in here." It's true, he always did say he felt as though I lived in a sauna. I should have guessed.
"Alright then, this is for both of us." I put the glass down on the table in front of my sofa. Sho smiled, his eyes disappearing at the same time.
I sat next to him. My heart was racing. He was sweating. I wonder if he's sticking to the sofa yet? "Eh. Sho-kun. Are you comfortable?"
"One second." He got closer to me, wrapping his arm around my shoulders and whispering in my ear. "Now I am, don't sit so far away." He laughed slightly.
"Okay, Sho-kun. Ah, are you hungry?" He was staring so attentively into my eyes, I almost forgot what I had just asked him.
"I am, but for something I'm not sure I can have." I knew exactly what he meant. I hated it when he was being subtle. But I loved it too, 'cause it was a turn-on.
"And what would that be?" I liked teasing him. 'Cause he teased me all the time. And the smirk that appeared on his face, confirmed my thoughts.
"A bit of you would be nice." I looked down at my hands. I didn't even realize he had grabbed my left one. He's very distracting. I was glad he wanted to start as much as me though.
He leaned in and kissed me on the cheek. Only on the cheek. I wanted more already. He always made me crave for more, he was my guilty pleasure, my addiction. My everything.
~~~~~~~
My clothes was off. He was in his boxers still though, but not for long. If I had anything to do with it.
"You smell so good Sho-kun." He smiled, a grin more. He was over me. I felt my heart palpitating. I wanted him, so badly. And as fast as possible.
"Don't be afraid." He knew it was my first time. He had a few others before. I was a bit worried, but it was Sho-kun. There was nothing to fear. He was my knight in shining armor.
"I'm not." He removed his boxers. But wasn't going to start yet. He wrapped himself around me. His kisses were like touching the clouds. Softer than anything you could imagine.
His eyes analysed my body. It made me a bit shy but I wasn't going to stop him. He looked happy about what he saw. I changed the positions we were in. I wanted to be in control.
"I'll start Sho-kun." He seemed a bit surprised, but he was more than willing to let me. It wasn't for nothing they called me Riida.
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~Later