Aug 19, 2012 22:17
For the past couple of weeks, I've been having a series of dreams with a recurring issue. It's not a recurring dream. It's a series of dreams where I have the same problem over and over again, but I never seem to solve the dilemma.
The dreams started like this.
It was the first week of high school. 5th period was over. There was some break time. Then 6th period would begin. In my case in these dreams, 6th period for me was AP Physics. Now I would be doing school stuff - gathering my books, helping teachers, doing homework. But I wouldn't go to AP Physics. Teachers would yell and threaten. The principal would threaten suspension. My friends would coerce me to go. But for some reason, I would never go to the classroom. I like Physics in the dream. I like the teacher. It should be good for my GPA. But I just can't make myself go. In fact, I wake up before I make the final decision to go and when I wake up, I'm terrified.
So I've had this dream 4-5 times now and with each dream, the timeline advances a day. Last night's dream was the Friday of the first week. I've now learned that AP Physics is now held in a different building on a different campus. I woke up before I finished again.
So apparently I need to do something. It's something that I like doing. Something that I've been avoiding doing. Something that I have to do.
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I have no clue.
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