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I"m so tired. Someone let me sleep? I'm staying in Perry tonight. Taking care of the baby madeline. no sleep again. I wish i coudl call in sick today. but i won't.
The foot doctor said my feet are falling off. Well, sort of. Like my bones aren't supporting my weight, my muscles are and so because the bones aren't being used they are unlocking and coming apart. Or something like that. So yeah. It was pretty dire that i went to the doctor. I can't be barefoot anymore. Not flip flops. ugh. pain takes all the joy out of life. My whoel body is falling apart. Who would ever want me now? Not only do i not have anythign special to give away, but my body is falling apart at 17. How much worse will i be at 80 lol
The foot doctor said my feet are falling off. Well, sort of. Like my bones aren't supporting my weight, my muscles are and so because the bones aren't being used they are unlocking and coming apart. Or something like that. So yeah. It was pretty dire that i went to the doctor. I can't be barefoot anymore. Not flip flops. ugh. pain takes all the joy out of life. My whoel body is falling apart. Who would ever want me now? Not only do i not have anythign special to give away, but my body is falling apart at 17. How much worse will i be at 80 lol