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Eric wrote a story for english. It was really good. I could feel the pain of the characters and the happiness and I could feel how strong the characters memories were. I wonder why? lol The ending was horrible.... at least i still have some hope....
I called him honey on accident last night. I didn't even realize it till i had said it and neither did he. It was weird because its just habit. you know? I can feel him changing though. When i'm talking to him. I don't know if its just because we broke up or because of the stuff he's been going through or because he REALLY IS searching for God. But he IS changing.
I'm praying my ass off for him. This would be the perfect opportunity for Warren to stand up and come into his life again. I doubt he will because i don't think he knows whats happening but i wish he would. In the Bible, in Hosea, Hosea's wife is a whore right? And she keeps going and getting herself in trouble and she won't come back to her husband because she thinks all her lovers are giving her the vineyard she owns now and everything else when in truth HOsea is giving it all to her and making sure she has everything she needs she just can't see it. And Hosea prays for her and when he prays he asks God toput a hedge of thorns in her path so that she can't go to evil and evil can't come to her and the only way she'll have to go is back to her husband where he will shower her will love and forgiveness and in the end she will return and become a good wife. Yeah. The prayer he prays over her? So strong. I prayed it over eric. yeah. Not for the same reason but to keep him from harm and from evil. I think God heard me.
I called him honey on accident last night. I didn't even realize it till i had said it and neither did he. It was weird because its just habit. you know? I can feel him changing though. When i'm talking to him. I don't know if its just because we broke up or because of the stuff he's been going through or because he REALLY IS searching for God. But he IS changing.
I'm praying my ass off for him. This would be the perfect opportunity for Warren to stand up and come into his life again. I doubt he will because i don't think he knows whats happening but i wish he would. In the Bible, in Hosea, Hosea's wife is a whore right? And she keeps going and getting herself in trouble and she won't come back to her husband because she thinks all her lovers are giving her the vineyard she owns now and everything else when in truth HOsea is giving it all to her and making sure she has everything she needs she just can't see it. And Hosea prays for her and when he prays he asks God toput a hedge of thorns in her path so that she can't go to evil and evil can't come to her and the only way she'll have to go is back to her husband where he will shower her will love and forgiveness and in the end she will return and become a good wife. Yeah. The prayer he prays over her? So strong. I prayed it over eric. yeah. Not for the same reason but to keep him from harm and from evil. I think God heard me.