I mailed dad's check in a simple blank card and envelope. I decided that any written message with it would be considered encouragement for another fucking argument.

I feel so manipulated, I feel like one more tiny push from my parents I will explode in rage.

Anger is a great motivator to get things done. If I was depressed, I would not be motivated and would become inert, emotionally shut down and shut things out to avoid dealing with them ( Read more... )