Mar 14, 2005 09:00
And I miss you
Lonliness is crawling in my window
Lately I've been so alone in my peace
- [Embassy] - White
Recap of the last two weeks:
Brandon got here on the 27th and I met him at the airport. They wouldn't let me through the checkpoint so I had to wait by the Wendy's in the airport for him. God was I ever wigging out. I didn't know what he'd think of me, if I'd be what he needed. Hell I was even worried about guiding him around and if I'd do a good job. It's not the greatest idea to lead your boyfriend into things!
When he finally got there, I was so worried about getting out of there because my mom was calling me every two seconds telling me they were making her move. So no hug right away for Brandon, instead I asked the guy that escorted him where the baggage claim was and then I was like "Come on Nanerz" and so we were off. (Nanerz is Brandon's nickname, given to him by his sister but he only likes it when I use it haha. I think it's cute.)
We got home about 20 minutes after we got Brandon's luggage which was sitting unattended at port columbus! Go figure! I had to go all the way down to the end of the corridor to find somone to ask which baggage claim was for northwest! I finally gave Brandon a hug when we got home, needless to say I was still nervous. We talked for a while and then finally I got brave enough to kiss Brandon on the cheek. He let me the first time but the second time he moved and thusly I fell very awkwardly into my first kiss. I started teasing him by calling him a thief hehe. Needless to say the second kiss was definately not awkward and definately intentional.
So that night we went to see a WWE event. It was fun! I described the matches to him and what happend and I have to say I did a pretty damn good job! (inflates head a little bit more LOL) So we made fun of Michael Cole and Tazz by doing our own commentary. My pictures all turned out dark! *cries* oh well it was fun. I bought a program to remember the day by. At the end of the show, we got to go down on the floor so that we could use the elevator rather than go up all those stairs. So we got to see them taking the ring apart..that was a really neat thing! Then we went into a section that nobody but workers are supposed to use to get to the elevators. That was kinda neat!
Then nothing happend for the rest of the week. No bands that I knew were playing here so we just sat around basically. We went to City Center and Brandon got Fight Night Round 2 for X Box and I finally jumped the Nintendo ship and got a Playstation 2 and like 6 games. Brandon also got Tekken 5 and me Mortal Kombat Deception for GameCube. So we spent the rest of that week playing games and stuff.
Mom threw every weird food in her arsenol at Brandon. Biscuits and Gravy, Grits and Salmon, Meatloaf (ok so that's not weird) and he liked it all! He expecially liked mom's homemade chocolate cake.
The second week rolled around and I had to go to class. So I took him with me. It was pretty boring as class usually is but having Brandon there with me helped out a lot even if he did think that he embarassed me. Thursday I didn't go to the second half of my classes because I was flipping out about everything that's going on regarding me not being able to graduate in may. I really hope I get this shit worked out.
Then Friday came around and we were going to go see Soma but they were double booked and John called me to tell me they weren't playing. So we went to see JFK instead. Brandon got to meet everyone except TJ and he also got to meet Uber Katie! I think we have a new JFK fan in our midst. The only bad thing about that show was at the end of the night the one stairway from the front stage area that wasn't blocked by people was the one near the amp and because of the tight squeeze there I accidently lead Brandon into the rail! (EEEK!) As a side note Sam was there! I love Sam he's funny! When Sam came over to talk to Joe I put my arm around him and was like I love this man! He was like aww she loves me and I was like yeah but my boyfriend might not like that and he's like oh he can't see us and started hugging me haha. He doesn't know how right he was but I pryed him off and told him I was gonna beat him. (Just playing around still) and he was like ok ok i'm sorry i'm sorry LOL it was fun!
Saturday night was absolutely awesome! We went to see Daniel Erb and Embassy at The Basement. We were on the guest list so we didn't have to pay anything to get in. I thanked Andrew (Embassy's Drummer) as well as CTodd (Vocalist/Guitar) for putting us on the guestlist and then I ran off to talk to Daniel. (Well not before finding a nice couch for Brandon and making sure he was cool with me leaving him for a bit.) Daniel played a cool set! Brandon likes him now! He told the crowd to sign up for his mailing list and he'd come to their house and molest them or something and I was like woah wait that's what I signed up for? and he's like yeah you didn't sign up for that? and i was like nOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
So then Jaded Era took the stage. We weren't very impressed with them. After them was Embassy and so I rocked out down front taking pictures and Brandon rocked out on the couch haha. I got some really great pics from that night. We stayed for two Introspect songs but we were tired and wanted to go home after all Brandon was leaving the next day.
Sunday was the hardest day ever for me. I cried several times and even my mom started crying. When we got to the airport I kissed Brandon goodbye, gave him a hug and walked away because I was crying. I miss him horribly. It doesn't feel right without him being here, even talking on skype isn't the same.
I would give anything to relive those two weeks.
My quilt still smells like him *sniffle*
Great I'm crying again..*runs off*