Deeper kinda love
A deeper kinda love
Has no borderlines, no ties
A deeper kinda love
Can bring you down and lift you up so high
As many who read my other journals know, I've had a very rough time in the love department. I've been dumped, cheated on and rejected on my epic quest for a "deeper kinda love" I wanted something that was beyond just physical attraction. I was searching for a bond, that spiritual connection that happens when one finds their soul mate and all I found were people that took advantage of me or were totaly fake. I'll admit there have been some good times and some bad and I'll even go as far to admit that without these trials and tribulations, I wouldn't be the person writing this post today.
A phoenix starts to rise from the ashes inside my soul
Leaving old wounds behind, a new me is born
And you show me your world
All of this changed when I met Brandon. He makes me happier than I've been in a long time. I believe that I have made many changes and all of them are for the good. I'm starting to break away from the person that my parents wanted me to be and live my own life..I'm rediscovering who I am and what I'm about which is something I lost in the sea of the "you have to" and "you've got to"s that i've been getting from my family all through my life.
So dangerous, but I let go
And when I fall, I fall deep
Into a deeper kinda love
When I met Brandon, I was in a relationship that was honestly on the rocks. I wasn't happy with it at all and the feelings that were there were definately dwindleing fast. It was only a matter of time before I broke things off with my boyfriend at the time. The way Brandon and I clicked was rather scarey at first because it all went so fast. I was advised by my friends to be careful which I understand. My friends care for me and don't want to see me hurt but after much thinking I decided that if Brandon isn't the one then no one is and it's all or nothing. With that decision I gave everything to him my heart, my soul and my very life if he wanted it.
A deeper kinda love
Can also bring hurt and pain
And in the shadow that it casts
Lies jealousy, fear, and hate
The more I have to win means the more I have to lose
And it hits home
And when I think of losing you
And your deeper kinda love
I know that things between Brandon and I aren't always going to be peachy. I'm willing to work on that. I would give anything for him. He completes me in so many ways..I can do no wrong anymore. He has taught me so much. All he has to do is tell me he loves me and instantly everything is right in the world. Nothing else matters to me except him. I don't care what my family thinks or what anyone else thinks. All I know is that I love Brandon with all my heart...and that i'm babbleing a lot in this post LOL
Till next time
Has no borderlines, no ties
A deeper kinda love
Can bring you down and lift you up so high
As many who read my other journals know, I've had a very rough time in the love department. I've been dumped, cheated on and rejected on my epic quest for a "deeper kinda love" I wanted something that was beyond just physical attraction. I was searching for a bond, that spiritual connection that happens when one finds their soul mate and all I found were people that took advantage of me or were totaly fake. I'll admit there have been some good times and some bad and I'll even go as far to admit that without these trials and tribulations, I wouldn't be the person writing this post today.
A phoenix starts to rise from the ashes inside my soul
Leaving old wounds behind, a new me is born
And you show me your world
All of this changed when I met Brandon. He makes me happier than I've been in a long time. I believe that I have made many changes and all of them are for the good. I'm starting to break away from the person that my parents wanted me to be and live my own life..I'm rediscovering who I am and what I'm about which is something I lost in the sea of the "you have to" and "you've got to"s that i've been getting from my family all through my life.
So dangerous, but I let go
And when I fall, I fall deep
Into a deeper kinda love
When I met Brandon, I was in a relationship that was honestly on the rocks. I wasn't happy with it at all and the feelings that were there were definately dwindleing fast. It was only a matter of time before I broke things off with my boyfriend at the time. The way Brandon and I clicked was rather scarey at first because it all went so fast. I was advised by my friends to be careful which I understand. My friends care for me and don't want to see me hurt but after much thinking I decided that if Brandon isn't the one then no one is and it's all or nothing. With that decision I gave everything to him my heart, my soul and my very life if he wanted it.
A deeper kinda love
Can also bring hurt and pain
And in the shadow that it casts
Lies jealousy, fear, and hate
The more I have to win means the more I have to lose
And it hits home
And when I think of losing you
And your deeper kinda love
I know that things between Brandon and I aren't always going to be peachy. I'm willing to work on that. I would give anything for him. He completes me in so many ways..I can do no wrong anymore. He has taught me so much. All he has to do is tell me he loves me and instantly everything is right in the world. Nothing else matters to me except him. I don't care what my family thinks or what anyone else thinks. All I know is that I love Brandon with all my heart...and that i'm babbleing a lot in this post LOL
Till next time