Is That Him?
Chapter: SIXTEEN
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3850
Artwork : seajellybaby
Disclaimer: ATWT characters property of Telenext. No copyright infringement intended.
Summary: Luke and Reid are happily married for years. But when Reid put his eyes on Noah.
Everything's changing.
Reid is finally free to be with Noah. Will Noah and he end up together? How the surgery will be going?
Warning! Might hurt some religious beliefs. Sorry if it does. It's just fiction and doesn't represent what are or are not my beliefs.
... I don’t belong with you.
Reid could see the frustration in Noah’s eyes.
“Noah I’m sorry, I messed us up.”
Noah sat in a chair in the hallway. Reid walked towards him so he could be the only thing Noah could see.
“I didn’t want to hurt you… But I’ve talked it out with Luke...”
“I know.” Noah answered.
“You do?”
“Yes. Lilly called me and told me about it ALL.”
“Oh.”
Reid sighed loudly.
“Listen, Reid. I don’t want you to be with me because NOW you CAN be with me. But because you WANT to be with me.”
“I WANT to be with YOU Noah.” Reid said kneeling to face the brunette. “I love you.”
Noah’s blue eyes opened widely.
“You… You… You do?”
“Yes…”
He loves me. Why doesn't it make me feel better?
Noah was happy and confused. It had been so hard for him to think of how to deal with losing Reid that he had not been able to function all day long. And now he felt ready to go and move on… Reid suddenly declared his love. What was he supposed to do with it now?
Reid was anxious. He had just finally found the nerves to tell Noah how much he felt for him. And Noah had not said the three words Reid was so desperate to hear. The redheaded young man felt numb. Was it too late? Would Noah forgive him? Could they resolve this crisis?
Damn! Noah wished he knew what to answer. Reid was waiting for him to… No he was not waiting for but hoping for Noah to love him too. Noah did love him. More than anything else. More than his own life. But for now the brunette felt lost. Swallowed up by the big bad world. He needed what was right. But what exactly WAS the right thing to do? Go back home or find a new home into Reid’s arms? He wished he knew.
Anyway…
Noah didn’t have the time to make up his mind. His phone was ringing. Pulling him out of his thoughts. He took his phone out of his jacket pocket. And then looked at the screen and saw the caller ID. And the person at the other end was one who was decided to remind me how his mind had been made up.
“Hello… Hello!!!” The woman on the phone yelled.
“Hmm. Mother. I’m sorry. Hi! Noah answered with an anxious voice.
Reid stood up. Leaning the back on the wall. Concerned to see Noah so disrupted by the call of his mother. In spite of his strong desire to question Noah about this mother about whom he spoke so little. Calling him suddenly when Noah planned to leave Oakdale. What had she in mind? What did she require from Noah?
It was obvious from Reid’s perspective that this call was everything but a simple one. And certainly not a courtesy one, but a call to order.
Charlene Mayer had never accepted her youngest son to be gay. She wanted him to be the perfect gentleman. Straight gentleman. One who would marry a woman from a wealthy family. Who would become someone she would be proud of. But besides being a freak, as she would call anyone who would not fit into her vision of how good people would be like; Noah was an artist. She despised artists. They were useless people and didn’t know anything about the real world to her. Always locking themselves in a bubble of dreams. Never aware of the waste of time they were spending “creating” dumb painted stuffs, photos or sculptures. Good men were the ones who would bring money home and would have enough wealth to give their wife and kids more than they actually really needed. This is why thirty years ago she had seduced Winston Mayor, son of an architect. Architecture, the only art with a real utility. At least when, their vision of building was not too exotic.
Charlene was a strong woman. She was the voice of authority into the Mayer’s house. And now that Noah was not half a man anymore; because of what use a blind son would have been for her family? None. Noah was supposedly now seeing the world through his gorgeous eyes. Eyes that came from his mother’s side. And as he was almost fully recovered, he would do what was best for everyone. Family came first.
“Noah, I want you back home tomorrow. First thing.”
“Yes mother. I will.” Noah conceded nervously exhausted.
“When you arrived at JFK, I want you home right away.”
“I can’t come right away. I had to see Naomi and Jackson.”
Noah looked at Reid and faked a smile.
“Noah, what you and your brother are plotting?”
“Nothing mom. I have not seen my brothers for five years. I just want to hang out with him and Naomi. What’s wrong about that?”
“What's wrong? Jackson and you never got along. You’re too…”
“Different?”
“Hmm. Yes.”
Noah was so stressed that he stood up and started pacing the floor.
“Mother, when you go through what I’ve been through; you want to enjoy life. You want to move forward and forget about the past. I want to be straight…”
“Oh yes, I wish you were…”
Oh. Damn. That hurts.
“Mother. What I mean is, I want to be honest with him. You always wanted us to not only look like the perfect family; but to be it.”
“Finally you tell me something intelligent.”
Don’t rub it in…
“Since Jackson and you will be together. When you’re done both of you go back home. She’s here. She inherited her father’s money three days ago. He won’t see her wedding… Too bad. But still. An agreement can’t be broken.”
“He’s dead? Why didn’t you tell me about it…?”
“Why should have I told you about it. Won’t change anything."
“Mother….Never mind."
What's wrong now?"
"I don’t want to do it.” Noah admitted.
“Oh yes. You would.”
“I can’t…” Noah suddenly yelled.
Surprising Reid and all the nurses in the hallway. Noah breathed out. Trying to calm himself down. But it was not working.
“Why? Because you’re…”
“Come on mother… You can tell the three letters word.”
“All right. Because you’re gay…”
Charlene fidgeted on her chair. She could not stand the sound of this word. Her son was NOT gay. He was confused. One day he would realize it. Better be soon…
“Noah Alexander Mayer. I’m your mother. I gave birth to you. You owe me this.”
Noah took offence. How could she tell him he was in debt because she had given birth to him? How she could ask him to do such a sacrifice. Whose mother loving her son would dare to act that way? Oh yeah. Charlene Mayer would. No one would ever stop her from being a part of the bourgeoisie caste of New York. Not even her youngest son.
Noah knew if he would have told her NO and to go to hell, that she would have dishonored him. And even if she had only been a mother to him regarding genetics and not the loving part of motherhood; that he needed to be part of her life. It was his mother. No matter what. Maybe Noah should stop being selfish. His love life was going anywhere. But his career was on a very positive upswing. If he could not be lucky in love at least he would let his soul bloom through its passion.
“Ok. I’ll do this…”
“Good. Maybe your father and I would finally manage to make a man out of you!” Miss Mayer declared in a stoic voice.
She still thinks I’m not? A real man… Maybe if I was more like Jackson…
“Take a leaf out of his book Noah. He IS a man.” Noah’s mother bitched.
As if she was able to read in Noah’s mind as easy as an open book. Even from the distance.
“A real one.” She added. “A successful marriage. A baby to be born. A career in informatics. He fulfilled all my dreams…”
Unlike me…
Reid was sad. He could see and hear Noah’s pain. His voice was shaking. Tears were on the verge to rain on a pale face. It was heartbreaking. Reid couldn't stand it. So he walked towards Noah and grabbed his left hand. Noah was surprised. He smiled and instantly felt secured. The brunette looked at him and smiled.
“I have to go mother. We’ll take about it again.”
“Noah. I’m not done…”
Noah hung up the phone on her. It was a first. He’d never done this before. Nor shut his mother up. But Reid’s warmth had given him the strength to do so. He might never be strong enough to do it again. But god it felt good.
Noah turned around and led Reid into the hospital church.
“What are we doing in the church?” Reid inquired.
He had never been a church guy. Reid was neither atheist nor a believer. The religion had never been a thing in which he was interesting. Without ignoring however that every in operating blocks many miracles occurred every day. Still he could not get how someone could believe that a superior force was playing with them like puppets. Maybe this force existed. But for Reid it was destiny. Not a god.
“I want to pray for Steven and Luke.” Blue eyes uttered siting on a wooden bench.”
Reid mimicked it and sat next to him. Still holding his hand. It felt so good. It felt ok. The surgeon wished he would never let go.
“They’re down there. Being cut in pieces.” Noah started talking again. “I want them to survive. Steven has so much to live for. Casey and Luke fit so well. They deserve a long life together.”
“We deserve that too.” Reid wished he had said.
Noah went silent. Reid held his hand tighter. Observing the young man with whom he was in love. Always caring for the one he loves. Luke and Noah both had this warm and loving heart. Reid loved them mostly because of it.
Lots in his thoughts, Reid was imagining himself answering “yes I do" in front of his whole family. At this moment he realized that Noah was the only thing he needed to be happy. Nothing was more important than him in this world. Not even his career.
“Noah?”
“Yes?” The brunette answered. Opening his eyes.
“Can I ask why your mom want you back?”
Noah didn’t answer.
“Noah. I know she wants something from you.”
“My dad lost lots of money. My family needs me. I have to find a way to earn money so my parents don’t have to lose our house.”
“Oh, I’m sorry for your parents. But why is it up to you?”
Noah hesitated. He wanted so bad to see his mom being proud of him. He knew he had to obey. And maybe that finally, she will love him and accept his son the way he was.
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“You’re going to marry her Noah. Liking it or not.”
These words from his authoritative mother kept resonated in the young man’s mind. He was so not willing to marry his father’s boss’ daughter. His family was not rich but they were free for want. But his mom liked money so bad that even if his father had not lost so much money, she would want more. They could live like normal people. With no servants, they’d be saving enough money to live the superficial way of life they do enjoy.
Why his mother had to be such a careerist woman? Using his first son to marry one of the richest girls of New-York was not enough. Now she wanted to force her youngest gay son into a heterosexual wedding with an old friend who was always seeking for humans with boobs.
A marriage of a lesbian and a gay guy. Our parents couldn't be more in denial…
Noah guessed he had no choice. Though the future Miss Mayer’s father just died, she was still agreeing for this parody. He had been so stupid to think he could be free from his mother. He would do it. Please his mom. Fake love. And making after a while his mother would realize how lucky she was to have him have a son. And see him as a man. A real one. Not as a homosexual one.
Noah looked down. A shadow passed on his face.
“I’m going to get married Reid.”
“What?” The auburn-haired briskly stood on his feet. “It’s not possible!!!”
“It is Reid. I… have to do this.”
A tear fell on Reid’s face. He was devastated. He could not understand what was going on. Noah was leaving him. Abandoning him when they could finally be together. And moreover, he would marry another one. Reid’s heart broke into millions of pieces.
Noah stood up and took Reid in his arms.
“I love you so much Reid. Never loved anyone as much as I love you.”
“So don’t go.” Reid whispered. “I need you.”
“I have to go Reid. Though I don’t want to.”
“But why getting married… I… though I’d be the one…”
Noah took Reid’s face in his hands. Looking at him with loving eyes.
“It’s just a consensual union…”
Reid sighed He didn’t want to think of how hard it would be to be separated. He felt as if he was swallowed by earth itself. Unable to breathe. Reid almost fainted. He never had been a weak man, but now he felt miserable and alone.
“I can’t let you go Noah…”
“I’ll be back Reid.”
Reid held on tighter.
“Make love to me.” Noah exclaimed.
Reid opened wide eyes.
“What? In here?”
“Don’t you want me…?” Noah teased pressing his growing bulge on Reid’s pubis.
Reid shivered. Noah smiled. He wouldn't leave Reid before showing for the last time how much he felt for him. Then he started to massage his lover’s male attributes through the denim.
Damn he’s so good at it.
Noah slowly pushed Reid so he laid on a wooden bench. Then he unbuttoned his lover’s pants. Sliding it along Reid’s legs. Then he hastily got rid of the boxer shorts. Never losing contact with Reid, he removed fervently removed his pants and boxer. Throwing it away without looking where they might have landed. Releasing itself from the barrier between Reid’s proud member and his growing bulge. Noah pressed his body against the naked body. Pressing his enlarging dick on a rising erection.
Hmm my god that it is good...
Reid took Noah’s face in his hand. Crush passionately Noah’s mouth with lusty kiss. For a while, Noah rubbed his penis on Reid’s. Feeling precum on his abdomen. Precum… Noah couldn't resist it. So he slowly went down on Reid’s body. Licking every part of it. When his tongue finally slid on Reid’s cock, Noah couldn't help but laughing. And Reid knew what that laugh meant. And in no time, Noah had swallowed his love thick dick. Pumping it the way Reid loved. Pumping then licking the tip of it. Hungrily sucking on Reid’s balls.
“Hmmm! Oh yes!!! Oh!!! Don’t stop! Suck me... Nggh!!!”
Noah was working on it so well. He deserved to be elected slut of the decade. He couldn't get enough of Reid’s taste. Like huney. Noah loved huney. It was driven him crazy. But he didn’t want Reid to come yet. No before he would ride him.
Noah manoeuvred himself so his asshole landed on Reid’s greedy mouth. Reid got the idea and grabbed the cheeks of Noah’s gorgeous ass. Spreading it so widely. He smiled then started to lick the awaiting pucker entrance. Pressing his moist greedy tongue in and out. Salivating on it like a gluttonous man who had not eaten anything in hundreds of years. Tongue fucking this little ass frenziedly shaking above him.
“Ooooh Reid. Oh Yes. Aaah! Oh damn... Oh yes!!!!!!!!!!!”
The vision on Noah’s ass was too much. He needed to feel more. Noah felt the same. So the brunette changed his position again and impaled himself on Reid’s rock hard dick. Bouncing his tight ass on it. It felt so good. They were so desperate to feel each other. None of them wanted it to end. Noah danced on Reid for countless minutes. Showing him how athletic he could be.
Reid was breathless. Feeling his dick crushing on Noah’s prostate each time he thrusted up. Meeting Noah every time the brunette thrusted down. Sweat was pearling on their foreheads. Noah’s large penis was dripping come. Reid grabbed it and joyfully jerked Noah off hard until he felt the member hardening in his hand. And few seconds later Noah was coming hard. Come landed onto his chest and Reid’s mouth.
Reid licked it off his lips. Still thrusting into Noah’s little hole. He could feel the muscle vibrating in the aftermath of the orgasm. One last thrust up and he was coming deep into Noah’s hole. Noah laid down on Reid. Kissing him ardently as if tomorrow would be his last day on earth.
“I love you… I love you.” He kept saying in between kisses.
Tears were falling on his face. He never thought he would have been able to love anyone as much as he did love Reid. No one would ever be loved by him as much as him. If only they could go to a desert island. Free from Noah’s mother. Just Reid and him. He wanted Reid so bad. In every way. Lying on his lover. He felt Reid’s crotch getting bigger again.
“Oh you lil pervert.” Noah teased Reid.
“No my fault if you’re fucking hot.”
Noah’s cheeks flushed. He smiled.
“And how am I supposed to behave when your naked body is on mine… I can feel your dick aligned on mine…” Reid added.
“I wouldn't want it to be anywhere else.” Noah went on teasing Reid.
Showing how pleased he was to make Reid horny, Noah slid up his member on Reid’s. Slowly building another arousal.
“Hmmm… Oh. N… Noah if you go on like that, I… won’t be able… to be a…Aaah… good boy…”
But Noah didn’t want to be a good boy. He still wanted Reid to make love to him. He desperately needed it.
“Fuck me hard.” Noah pleaded in a sexy voice. “Come in me.”
Noah didn’t have to say it twice. Reid bit Noah’s lower lip. As fast as Reid was up, Noah was down on his back. Legs spread wide. His knees on his shoulders. Reid was looking at this vision of heaven, jerking himself fast. Preparing himself to please his man. When Reid felt it was hard enough, he knelt on the bench. Positioning himself between Noah’s legs. He gently pressed on the entrance. Feeling the muscle relaxing and opening itself to the offered cock. Few gentle pushes and it was in.
Reid didn’t move for a minute. Enjoying the warmth of Noah’s inside. Kissing Noah again and again. Then with Noah’s knees up on his shoulders, their body perfectly aligned; Reid started thrusting down. Then up. Slowly at first. Still kissing his lover. He could not get rid of Noah's soft lips.
Reid had noticed that pounding into Noah’s ass, felt more incredible while kissing at the same time. Noah’s asshole, and his tongue playing with Reid’s. Oh damn that was so hot!
“Reid… Harder… Oooooh !!!” Noah managed to say between kisses and groans.
As ordered Reid started to fuck Noah harder that he had ever done anyone before. Feeling Noah’s balls on his groin. While his were pressing on Noah’s hole. Making him hysterical with pleasure.
“Baby, you feel so good. You’re so tight…Ah yes! This ass is mine. Only mine.”
“Aaaah… Yeah… Just… Like… That… Yes… Yours.”
Reid took a deep breath. His heart beating so fast he wondered if he would stop beating. But he didn’t care if it’d stop. He would have died happy. Noah looked at him with so much love in the eye. It made Reid’s heart melting.
The brunette's penis was flat hard on Reid’s chest. Dripping semen. This had always been a turn on for Reid. So he pulled out a bit and then back in, hard. Rocking his hips until Noah and him shouted loud. Coming so hard their head hurt. Feeling as if they were about to faint.
After long minutes, they finally managed to recover. Reid thrusted few times again. Just for the pleasure of feeling Noah’s inside. Then pulled out. Kissing Noah in so doing. Then the young man put his underwear. He smiled at Noah and grabbed tissues on his pants pockets to clean the mess they had done. There was come all over the bench and Noah’s clothes had landed on the ground somewhere. Noah was still naked. Watching Reid get the cleaning done.
Once no sign of their naughty sinful moment was visible, instead of using the tissues on Noah’s body to wipe the come off. Reid decided to lick it all over him. Noah had to think of how to resolve equations not to come again on the feeling of Reid’s tongue on him.
“Hmmm.”
After “cleaning” Noah. Reid suggested they would get dressed up. Noah forced himself to do so. He didn’t want this perfect moment to end. Once dressed they both exited the church. Resisting on the need to hold hands. Then the two young men went to check on Luke and Steven. Noah felt ashamed to have forgotten about them.
An hour after they were back in Luke’s hospital room, Bob Hughes arrived. He didn’t worried. Everyone knew at this moment that the surgery was a success.
“Everything went fine.” He said. “The two boys are in recovery. Then they’ll need to rest. So only two persons will be able to visit them until tomorrow.”
Everyone felt relieved. Lilly, Louisa and Emma were crying of joy. Casey hugged his sister. Every one of them was feeling so blessed the surgery was a success. Reid wanted to hug Noah, but when he turned around… Noah was gone.
Reid took off his cellphone from his pants pockets. When he did so a piece of paper fell on the ground. Reid opened it. It was Noah's handwriting.
"Reid I have to go. Don't try to make me change my mind. I have to go back to my family.
I love you Reid."
And suddenly Reid's world crumbled.
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3850
Artwork : seajellybaby
Disclaimer: ATWT characters property of Telenext. No copyright infringement intended.
Summary: Luke and Reid are happily married for years. But when Reid put his eyes on Noah.
Everything's changing.
Reid is finally free to be with Noah. Will Noah and he end up together? How the surgery will be going?
Warning! Might hurt some religious beliefs. Sorry if it does. It's just fiction and doesn't represent what are or are not my beliefs.
... I don’t belong with you.
Reid could see the frustration in Noah’s eyes.
“Noah I’m sorry, I messed us up.”
Noah sat in a chair in the hallway. Reid walked towards him so he could be the only thing Noah could see.
“I didn’t want to hurt you… But I’ve talked it out with Luke...”
“I know.” Noah answered.
“You do?”
“Yes. Lilly called me and told me about it ALL.”
“Oh.”
Reid sighed loudly.
“Listen, Reid. I don’t want you to be with me because NOW you CAN be with me. But because you WANT to be with me.”
“I WANT to be with YOU Noah.” Reid said kneeling to face the brunette. “I love you.”
Noah’s blue eyes opened widely.
“You… You… You do?”
“Yes…”
He loves me. Why doesn't it make me feel better?
Noah was happy and confused. It had been so hard for him to think of how to deal with losing Reid that he had not been able to function all day long. And now he felt ready to go and move on… Reid suddenly declared his love. What was he supposed to do with it now?
Reid was anxious. He had just finally found the nerves to tell Noah how much he felt for him. And Noah had not said the three words Reid was so desperate to hear. The redheaded young man felt numb. Was it too late? Would Noah forgive him? Could they resolve this crisis?
Damn! Noah wished he knew what to answer. Reid was waiting for him to… No he was not waiting for but hoping for Noah to love him too. Noah did love him. More than anything else. More than his own life. But for now the brunette felt lost. Swallowed up by the big bad world. He needed what was right. But what exactly WAS the right thing to do? Go back home or find a new home into Reid’s arms? He wished he knew.
Anyway…
Noah didn’t have the time to make up his mind. His phone was ringing. Pulling him out of his thoughts. He took his phone out of his jacket pocket. And then looked at the screen and saw the caller ID. And the person at the other end was one who was decided to remind me how his mind had been made up.
“Hello… Hello!!!” The woman on the phone yelled.
“Hmm. Mother. I’m sorry. Hi! Noah answered with an anxious voice.
Reid stood up. Leaning the back on the wall. Concerned to see Noah so disrupted by the call of his mother. In spite of his strong desire to question Noah about this mother about whom he spoke so little. Calling him suddenly when Noah planned to leave Oakdale. What had she in mind? What did she require from Noah?
It was obvious from Reid’s perspective that this call was everything but a simple one. And certainly not a courtesy one, but a call to order.
Charlene Mayer had never accepted her youngest son to be gay. She wanted him to be the perfect gentleman. Straight gentleman. One who would marry a woman from a wealthy family. Who would become someone she would be proud of. But besides being a freak, as she would call anyone who would not fit into her vision of how good people would be like; Noah was an artist. She despised artists. They were useless people and didn’t know anything about the real world to her. Always locking themselves in a bubble of dreams. Never aware of the waste of time they were spending “creating” dumb painted stuffs, photos or sculptures. Good men were the ones who would bring money home and would have enough wealth to give their wife and kids more than they actually really needed. This is why thirty years ago she had seduced Winston Mayor, son of an architect. Architecture, the only art with a real utility. At least when, their vision of building was not too exotic.
Charlene was a strong woman. She was the voice of authority into the Mayer’s house. And now that Noah was not half a man anymore; because of what use a blind son would have been for her family? None. Noah was supposedly now seeing the world through his gorgeous eyes. Eyes that came from his mother’s side. And as he was almost fully recovered, he would do what was best for everyone. Family came first.
“Noah, I want you back home tomorrow. First thing.”
“Yes mother. I will.” Noah conceded nervously exhausted.
“When you arrived at JFK, I want you home right away.”
“I can’t come right away. I had to see Naomi and Jackson.”
Noah looked at Reid and faked a smile.
“Noah, what you and your brother are plotting?”
“Nothing mom. I have not seen my brothers for five years. I just want to hang out with him and Naomi. What’s wrong about that?”
“What's wrong? Jackson and you never got along. You’re too…”
“Different?”
“Hmm. Yes.”
Noah was so stressed that he stood up and started pacing the floor.
“Mother, when you go through what I’ve been through; you want to enjoy life. You want to move forward and forget about the past. I want to be straight…”
“Oh yes, I wish you were…”
Oh. Damn. That hurts.
“Mother. What I mean is, I want to be honest with him. You always wanted us to not only look like the perfect family; but to be it.”
“Finally you tell me something intelligent.”
Don’t rub it in…
“Since Jackson and you will be together. When you’re done both of you go back home. She’s here. She inherited her father’s money three days ago. He won’t see her wedding… Too bad. But still. An agreement can’t be broken.”
“He’s dead? Why didn’t you tell me about it…?”
“Why should have I told you about it. Won’t change anything."
“Mother….Never mind."
What's wrong now?"
"I don’t want to do it.” Noah admitted.
“Oh yes. You would.”
“I can’t…” Noah suddenly yelled.
Surprising Reid and all the nurses in the hallway. Noah breathed out. Trying to calm himself down. But it was not working.
“Why? Because you’re…”
“Come on mother… You can tell the three letters word.”
“All right. Because you’re gay…”
Charlene fidgeted on her chair. She could not stand the sound of this word. Her son was NOT gay. He was confused. One day he would realize it. Better be soon…
“Noah Alexander Mayer. I’m your mother. I gave birth to you. You owe me this.”
Noah took offence. How could she tell him he was in debt because she had given birth to him? How she could ask him to do such a sacrifice. Whose mother loving her son would dare to act that way? Oh yeah. Charlene Mayer would. No one would ever stop her from being a part of the bourgeoisie caste of New York. Not even her youngest son.
Noah knew if he would have told her NO and to go to hell, that she would have dishonored him. And even if she had only been a mother to him regarding genetics and not the loving part of motherhood; that he needed to be part of her life. It was his mother. No matter what. Maybe Noah should stop being selfish. His love life was going anywhere. But his career was on a very positive upswing. If he could not be lucky in love at least he would let his soul bloom through its passion.
“Ok. I’ll do this…”
“Good. Maybe your father and I would finally manage to make a man out of you!” Miss Mayer declared in a stoic voice.
She still thinks I’m not? A real man… Maybe if I was more like Jackson…
“Take a leaf out of his book Noah. He IS a man.” Noah’s mother bitched.
As if she was able to read in Noah’s mind as easy as an open book. Even from the distance.
“A real one.” She added. “A successful marriage. A baby to be born. A career in informatics. He fulfilled all my dreams…”
Unlike me…
Reid was sad. He could see and hear Noah’s pain. His voice was shaking. Tears were on the verge to rain on a pale face. It was heartbreaking. Reid couldn't stand it. So he walked towards Noah and grabbed his left hand. Noah was surprised. He smiled and instantly felt secured. The brunette looked at him and smiled.
“I have to go mother. We’ll take about it again.”
“Noah. I’m not done…”
Noah hung up the phone on her. It was a first. He’d never done this before. Nor shut his mother up. But Reid’s warmth had given him the strength to do so. He might never be strong enough to do it again. But god it felt good.
Noah turned around and led Reid into the hospital church.
“What are we doing in the church?” Reid inquired.
He had never been a church guy. Reid was neither atheist nor a believer. The religion had never been a thing in which he was interesting. Without ignoring however that every in operating blocks many miracles occurred every day. Still he could not get how someone could believe that a superior force was playing with them like puppets. Maybe this force existed. But for Reid it was destiny. Not a god.
“I want to pray for Steven and Luke.” Blue eyes uttered siting on a wooden bench.”
Reid mimicked it and sat next to him. Still holding his hand. It felt so good. It felt ok. The surgeon wished he would never let go.
“They’re down there. Being cut in pieces.” Noah started talking again. “I want them to survive. Steven has so much to live for. Casey and Luke fit so well. They deserve a long life together.”
“We deserve that too.” Reid wished he had said.
Noah went silent. Reid held his hand tighter. Observing the young man with whom he was in love. Always caring for the one he loves. Luke and Noah both had this warm and loving heart. Reid loved them mostly because of it.
Lots in his thoughts, Reid was imagining himself answering “yes I do" in front of his whole family. At this moment he realized that Noah was the only thing he needed to be happy. Nothing was more important than him in this world. Not even his career.
“Noah?”
“Yes?” The brunette answered. Opening his eyes.
“Can I ask why your mom want you back?”
Noah didn’t answer.
“Noah. I know she wants something from you.”
“My dad lost lots of money. My family needs me. I have to find a way to earn money so my parents don’t have to lose our house.”
“Oh, I’m sorry for your parents. But why is it up to you?”
Noah hesitated. He wanted so bad to see his mom being proud of him. He knew he had to obey. And maybe that finally, she will love him and accept his son the way he was.
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“You’re going to marry her Noah. Liking it or not.”
These words from his authoritative mother kept resonated in the young man’s mind. He was so not willing to marry his father’s boss’ daughter. His family was not rich but they were free for want. But his mom liked money so bad that even if his father had not lost so much money, she would want more. They could live like normal people. With no servants, they’d be saving enough money to live the superficial way of life they do enjoy.
Why his mother had to be such a careerist woman? Using his first son to marry one of the richest girls of New-York was not enough. Now she wanted to force her youngest gay son into a heterosexual wedding with an old friend who was always seeking for humans with boobs.
A marriage of a lesbian and a gay guy. Our parents couldn't be more in denial…
Noah guessed he had no choice. Though the future Miss Mayer’s father just died, she was still agreeing for this parody. He had been so stupid to think he could be free from his mother. He would do it. Please his mom. Fake love. And making after a while his mother would realize how lucky she was to have him have a son. And see him as a man. A real one. Not as a homosexual one.
Noah looked down. A shadow passed on his face.
“I’m going to get married Reid.”
“What?” The auburn-haired briskly stood on his feet. “It’s not possible!!!”
“It is Reid. I… have to do this.”
A tear fell on Reid’s face. He was devastated. He could not understand what was going on. Noah was leaving him. Abandoning him when they could finally be together. And moreover, he would marry another one. Reid’s heart broke into millions of pieces.
Noah stood up and took Reid in his arms.
“I love you so much Reid. Never loved anyone as much as I love you.”
“So don’t go.” Reid whispered. “I need you.”
“I have to go Reid. Though I don’t want to.”
“But why getting married… I… though I’d be the one…”
Noah took Reid’s face in his hands. Looking at him with loving eyes.
“It’s just a consensual union…”
Reid sighed He didn’t want to think of how hard it would be to be separated. He felt as if he was swallowed by earth itself. Unable to breathe. Reid almost fainted. He never had been a weak man, but now he felt miserable and alone.
“I can’t let you go Noah…”
“I’ll be back Reid.”
Reid held on tighter.
“Make love to me.” Noah exclaimed.
Reid opened wide eyes.
“What? In here?”
“Don’t you want me…?” Noah teased pressing his growing bulge on Reid’s pubis.
Reid shivered. Noah smiled. He wouldn't leave Reid before showing for the last time how much he felt for him. Then he started to massage his lover’s male attributes through the denim.
Damn he’s so good at it.
Noah slowly pushed Reid so he laid on a wooden bench. Then he unbuttoned his lover’s pants. Sliding it along Reid’s legs. Then he hastily got rid of the boxer shorts. Never losing contact with Reid, he removed fervently removed his pants and boxer. Throwing it away without looking where they might have landed. Releasing itself from the barrier between Reid’s proud member and his growing bulge. Noah pressed his body against the naked body. Pressing his enlarging dick on a rising erection.
Hmm my god that it is good...
Reid took Noah’s face in his hand. Crush passionately Noah’s mouth with lusty kiss. For a while, Noah rubbed his penis on Reid’s. Feeling precum on his abdomen. Precum… Noah couldn't resist it. So he slowly went down on Reid’s body. Licking every part of it. When his tongue finally slid on Reid’s cock, Noah couldn't help but laughing. And Reid knew what that laugh meant. And in no time, Noah had swallowed his love thick dick. Pumping it the way Reid loved. Pumping then licking the tip of it. Hungrily sucking on Reid’s balls.
“Hmmm! Oh yes!!! Oh!!! Don’t stop! Suck me... Nggh!!!”
Noah was working on it so well. He deserved to be elected slut of the decade. He couldn't get enough of Reid’s taste. Like huney. Noah loved huney. It was driven him crazy. But he didn’t want Reid to come yet. No before he would ride him.
Noah manoeuvred himself so his asshole landed on Reid’s greedy mouth. Reid got the idea and grabbed the cheeks of Noah’s gorgeous ass. Spreading it so widely. He smiled then started to lick the awaiting pucker entrance. Pressing his moist greedy tongue in and out. Salivating on it like a gluttonous man who had not eaten anything in hundreds of years. Tongue fucking this little ass frenziedly shaking above him.
“Ooooh Reid. Oh Yes. Aaah! Oh damn... Oh yes!!!!!!!!!!!”
The vision on Noah’s ass was too much. He needed to feel more. Noah felt the same. So the brunette changed his position again and impaled himself on Reid’s rock hard dick. Bouncing his tight ass on it. It felt so good. They were so desperate to feel each other. None of them wanted it to end. Noah danced on Reid for countless minutes. Showing him how athletic he could be.
Reid was breathless. Feeling his dick crushing on Noah’s prostate each time he thrusted up. Meeting Noah every time the brunette thrusted down. Sweat was pearling on their foreheads. Noah’s large penis was dripping come. Reid grabbed it and joyfully jerked Noah off hard until he felt the member hardening in his hand. And few seconds later Noah was coming hard. Come landed onto his chest and Reid’s mouth.
Reid licked it off his lips. Still thrusting into Noah’s little hole. He could feel the muscle vibrating in the aftermath of the orgasm. One last thrust up and he was coming deep into Noah’s hole. Noah laid down on Reid. Kissing him ardently as if tomorrow would be his last day on earth.
“I love you… I love you.” He kept saying in between kisses.
Tears were falling on his face. He never thought he would have been able to love anyone as much as he did love Reid. No one would ever be loved by him as much as him. If only they could go to a desert island. Free from Noah’s mother. Just Reid and him. He wanted Reid so bad. In every way. Lying on his lover. He felt Reid’s crotch getting bigger again.
“Oh you lil pervert.” Noah teased Reid.
“No my fault if you’re fucking hot.”
Noah’s cheeks flushed. He smiled.
“And how am I supposed to behave when your naked body is on mine… I can feel your dick aligned on mine…” Reid added.
“I wouldn't want it to be anywhere else.” Noah went on teasing Reid.
Showing how pleased he was to make Reid horny, Noah slid up his member on Reid’s. Slowly building another arousal.
“Hmmm… Oh. N… Noah if you go on like that, I… won’t be able… to be a…Aaah… good boy…”
But Noah didn’t want to be a good boy. He still wanted Reid to make love to him. He desperately needed it.
“Fuck me hard.” Noah pleaded in a sexy voice. “Come in me.”
Noah didn’t have to say it twice. Reid bit Noah’s lower lip. As fast as Reid was up, Noah was down on his back. Legs spread wide. His knees on his shoulders. Reid was looking at this vision of heaven, jerking himself fast. Preparing himself to please his man. When Reid felt it was hard enough, he knelt on the bench. Positioning himself between Noah’s legs. He gently pressed on the entrance. Feeling the muscle relaxing and opening itself to the offered cock. Few gentle pushes and it was in.
Reid didn’t move for a minute. Enjoying the warmth of Noah’s inside. Kissing Noah again and again. Then with Noah’s knees up on his shoulders, their body perfectly aligned; Reid started thrusting down. Then up. Slowly at first. Still kissing his lover. He could not get rid of Noah's soft lips.
Reid had noticed that pounding into Noah’s ass, felt more incredible while kissing at the same time. Noah’s asshole, and his tongue playing with Reid’s. Oh damn that was so hot!
“Reid… Harder… Oooooh !!!” Noah managed to say between kisses and groans.
As ordered Reid started to fuck Noah harder that he had ever done anyone before. Feeling Noah’s balls on his groin. While his were pressing on Noah’s hole. Making him hysterical with pleasure.
“Baby, you feel so good. You’re so tight…Ah yes! This ass is mine. Only mine.”
“Aaaah… Yeah… Just… Like… That… Yes… Yours.”
Reid took a deep breath. His heart beating so fast he wondered if he would stop beating. But he didn’t care if it’d stop. He would have died happy. Noah looked at him with so much love in the eye. It made Reid’s heart melting.
The brunette's penis was flat hard on Reid’s chest. Dripping semen. This had always been a turn on for Reid. So he pulled out a bit and then back in, hard. Rocking his hips until Noah and him shouted loud. Coming so hard their head hurt. Feeling as if they were about to faint.
After long minutes, they finally managed to recover. Reid thrusted few times again. Just for the pleasure of feeling Noah’s inside. Then pulled out. Kissing Noah in so doing. Then the young man put his underwear. He smiled at Noah and grabbed tissues on his pants pockets to clean the mess they had done. There was come all over the bench and Noah’s clothes had landed on the ground somewhere. Noah was still naked. Watching Reid get the cleaning done.
Once no sign of their naughty sinful moment was visible, instead of using the tissues on Noah’s body to wipe the come off. Reid decided to lick it all over him. Noah had to think of how to resolve equations not to come again on the feeling of Reid’s tongue on him.
“Hmmm.”
After “cleaning” Noah. Reid suggested they would get dressed up. Noah forced himself to do so. He didn’t want this perfect moment to end. Once dressed they both exited the church. Resisting on the need to hold hands. Then the two young men went to check on Luke and Steven. Noah felt ashamed to have forgotten about them.
An hour after they were back in Luke’s hospital room, Bob Hughes arrived. He didn’t worried. Everyone knew at this moment that the surgery was a success.
“Everything went fine.” He said. “The two boys are in recovery. Then they’ll need to rest. So only two persons will be able to visit them until tomorrow.”
Everyone felt relieved. Lilly, Louisa and Emma were crying of joy. Casey hugged his sister. Every one of them was feeling so blessed the surgery was a success. Reid wanted to hug Noah, but when he turned around… Noah was gone.
Reid took off his cellphone from his pants pockets. When he did so a piece of paper fell on the ground. Reid opened it. It was Noah's handwriting.
"Reid I have to go. Don't try to make me change my mind. I have to go back to my family.
I love you Reid."
And suddenly Reid's world crumbled.