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I quit. No i am just kidding. I couldnt possibly quit now. I just need to stop trying. I gave up before and it worked. So now maybe i can just quit trying for a while. Make her try. Maybe that will work. I think its because i want things to be one way and shes not ready for that. But i guess at the same time i must really care about her. Despite the fact that with anyone else it would be the way i want it, i stay by her because i see so much more. That scares me in a way because i know i would do anything and give up everything for her. A lot of things are crazy. I would do as much for her as i would for my friends that i have known for years.