good times
Hey all. first of al, i am quite drunk at the moment, so igrone spelling and grammer errors if at all posibel. just wanted to give an update to all htose on lj about what is going on with my life that I do not see in real life or do not have facebokk. anyway, the date with ellen was commpletely awesome. i felt a real connection with her and I do not want to ruin it. I have hung out wiht her every day since the date and i just feel as though i am getting closer to her. sometimes it is hard as she ahst not had a real relationshp in the past and i have, so i fell like i am going to fast with her. Anywya, i drunk dieald her tonigth at 2am and she still seemd quite happy to talk to me. it;s been a long time since i had a girl feel that way and i can say that i feel quite estatic about the whol ordeal. though i have had girlfriend in the past, i really want to make this work more than ever beofer. the fact that she had not had a boyfriend or anything serios goin in the past but seems to like me a lot reall gives me a bost of conifdence, and i cannot ruin that for anything. if anyone has advice to keep it going please let me know, as I have had bad experiences in the past about keepping anything like this long term.