Things i have learnt this week.
1. I miss Elle more than i thought i would. I had thing in oz to keep my mind off the kids and Elle and although i missed her after a week or so it wasn't to bad. I think this time there is not as much keeping me busy and i really do miss her a lot.
2. If was not married to Elle I would be a raving alchy. i have drunk more in the last 5 days than in the last year. *take another drink of the really big vodka cup next to him*
3. my kids how ever well behaved they can be can also drive me up the wall!
4. I didn't realize how much me and Elle talked about decisions i have had a job offer tonight and although i am going to turn it down it made me think that i would have normally talked to Elle about it before hand and we would have both made the call. Making this call all by my lonesome made me feel surprisingly uncomfertable
of course this could be the vodka speaking and i will deny all melancholy feeling at a later date. I will blame the gnomes for this entry... they really are pesky you know!
2. If was not married to Elle I would be a raving alchy. i have drunk more in the last 5 days than in the last year. *take another drink of the really big vodka cup next to him*
3. my kids how ever well behaved they can be can also drive me up the wall!
4. I didn't realize how much me and Elle talked about decisions i have had a job offer tonight and although i am going to turn it down it made me think that i would have normally talked to Elle about it before hand and we would have both made the call. Making this call all by my lonesome made me feel surprisingly uncomfertable
of course this could be the vodka speaking and i will deny all melancholy feeling at a later date. I will blame the gnomes for this entry... they really are pesky you know!