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I've said this before, and I sometimes do still wish that he and I could go back to just being friends. I like him a lot and everything. But it was easier as just friends, and there was no consequence of someday maybe not being friends anymore. Yet although I say this, I can't help but miss him a lot.
I think maybe it wouldn't be so bad if I knew for a fact that he would wait for me, and that he still likes me just as much when I'm away as when I'm home with him.
When I am with him he shows me so much affection... but when I'm away at Irvine, I'm left wondering if he even thinks about me.
I haven't talked to him that much at all since I got back to Irvine late Monday/early Tuesday from Thanksgiving break. It's pretty much as if we're not even together.
I don't know what it is. When we talked about us last Friday he said something about how he's not the relationship type. Maybe that's it. I'll have to inquire about it when I see him over winter break, a little more than a week from now.
But until then I'm trapped with my thoughts....
I think maybe it wouldn't be so bad if I knew for a fact that he would wait for me, and that he still likes me just as much when I'm away as when I'm home with him.
When I am with him he shows me so much affection... but when I'm away at Irvine, I'm left wondering if he even thinks about me.
I haven't talked to him that much at all since I got back to Irvine late Monday/early Tuesday from Thanksgiving break. It's pretty much as if we're not even together.
I don't know what it is. When we talked about us last Friday he said something about how he's not the relationship type. Maybe that's it. I'll have to inquire about it when I see him over winter break, a little more than a week from now.
But until then I'm trapped with my thoughts....