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I'm worn out.. I just want to sit and cry and get my life in order. This whole sorority thing has been fun but too overwhelming for me. I'm not going to quit but it's definitely in the back of my head. I'm hungry and fucking exhausted and dirty and I feel like I'm already behind in my school work. I miss being a bookworm at the library then hanging out at Steve's... which I never thought I'd say cause I went out all of like.. 5 times last semester but I did amazing with grades and my parents are expecting the same thing of me. Never in my life have I had a commitment so now it's ridiculously overwhelming. I've never played a sport or anything like that and this is all new and it's creeping me out and I just don't feel like myself.
There is one other major thing that's really been bothering me lately but I'm sure it's just exaggerated frmo my lack of food/sleep/shower etc. so it's not really worth mentioning right now.
Uuuuuugh I have a ceremony at 9, all I want to do is sleep and be a normal person againnnn. :(
There is one other major thing that's really been bothering me lately but I'm sure it's just exaggerated frmo my lack of food/sleep/shower etc. so it's not really worth mentioning right now.
Uuuuuugh I have a ceremony at 9, all I want to do is sleep and be a normal person againnnn. :(