The sound of loneliness turned up to ten

[trent_is_god]

It's crazy when things just aren't as they seem.
When....you just feel off...or...sad...angry...
When you plan and try SO hard for things just to turn out right for once.
When you feel like giving up.
or....
When you feel like you are the only person on the planet.

Alone.

Completely alone.

A song or band will come along and it feels like the song has been listening to you the whole time. At the same time the song will tell you that everything will be okay and that you were never alone really. And if you listen really close it has all the answers you were looking for.

Maybe I should just go back to my old friend...music.
It's always been there for me.
It's never hurt me.
It can always make me happy.
It always knows exactly what to say at the exact time I need it to be said.

A friend and I had a long all night conversation about this one night. To this day he is the only person that understood that feeling and didn't think I was totally crazy. After that night I never saw him again.

Sometimes I think maybe I should just become a hermit. People disappoint me too much.