Fuck

[trent_is_god]

Everything was going as planned.
I'm scared, but everything was going how it should.

This new B.C. is fucking me up.
I feel angry, depressed, and kinda manic like.
I feel all of those emotions at the same time.
Ick.

I miss R.
I really want to talk to him tonight.

I hate feeling like this.

I hate getting annoyed so easily.

I was never like this before.

I just need to calm the fuck down.

Help.