oy vey

[trendyjend]

I'm just going to vent and then I'm going to get to work. Lately I feel like I'm not doing anything well. My work isn't stellar, I don't feel incredibly on top of my classes; it's very frustrating. School has always been my strength and lately I've felt more empowered after I go for a run than after I do any kind of school work. What a 180 that is. I'm fed up with women's studies, I want the class to be over and I don't want to rewrite this silly paper, and my group project isn't coming together fantastically, and our professor is such a stickler for EVERYTHING that I know she'll find a billion flaws in our presentation. I feel so intimidated by her. Calc, right now I actually feel ok about, but I'm nervous for the final, it's 45% of our grade. Great Books, I have no idea what to do for this paper, I literally read Thucydides but apparently did not comprehend it nearly enough. I'm looking so forward to Thursday night, when most of my work will be over, and for Friday, which will be fun, and then for the end of this term, because I'm basically so over my classes it's unbelievable. Break can not come soon enough for me, especially because I've started missing people like crazy. It was bad at the beginning of the year and then up til now I wasn't hardcore missing anyone (don't get me wrong, I've missed you, but I've not been consumed by it). I just heard a song that reminded me of people and it made me even more moody. I just want to be home with no worries. Or at someone else's home. Just not in the stinkhole (Claire, I'm expanding the term to mean the university in this situation). Also, I ran into a tree on my run today. (I won't lie, I laughed at myself when I did it, but it totally embodies my mood/experiences today) BLAGH I'm sorry this was so negative, I don't usually let myself do this. But I just want to like throw myself around...anything but the work I have to do.

This weekend was good, though.

Here's to you, Thursday night. You can't come soon enough.