Your mom is one of the most toxic people I've ever had the displeasure of hearing about. I'm sorry; just reading how she behaved to you made me want to kick something.
I'm glad you're not mad at people who called for help.
IAWTC in all forms. Lid, you said this better than I ever could.
Kip, I love you. We've really bonded in the last few weeks, and had you died...I don't want to think about it. I don't want to lose another friend like that.
Rest. Watch House. Laugh, if it won't hurt too much.
I was so scared for you. ;-; I didn't know if your post really meant what I thought it meant, but it sure sounded like it... augh. I'm glad you're okay. Don't do that again please. ;_;
In my defense, I was not the one who called her. Although in my dad's defense, he told me he was going to call my mom, and at first I was like "DON'T DO THAT, DON'T" he kept asking and eventually I became so sedated I was pretty much going "uh huh" to every thing.
Oh yeah, she's also under the belief I keep trying to kill myself to get back at her. I love that one. Because there's possibly no way I might just not want to LIVE, it's because I'm pissed at her and want revenge. I totally keep ending up in the ER, getting my stomach pumped, and begging no one to tell her and not telling her for months, for revenge.
She brought me a gift too, a bag of candy, when she came to get me. This was after I told a lot of the staff my mom abused me.
Regardless of rights, I don't think they should have allowed her to see me.
My dad isn't closer. He lives in Monticello, which is 4 hours away. My mom is in Russelville (London, actually, it's not too far from Russelville) which is about an hour and 30 minutes.
She told me that she was going to cut herself off from my life. But she'll probably change her mind. I honestly don't know what else to do, there is no way to get her to leave me alone, even if I ignore her and don't talk to her at all.
My dad said if I keep doing this I have to come back home and live with him again. I'm wondering if this is the right decision. On the other hand, I hated my hometown and it made me even more miserable. That was probably one of the few real environmental factors I had. At least the misery and despair of how I'm stuck in a shitty town with a lot of people I hate and how I'm wasting my life away at a college that accepts fucking any one as long as they have a high school degree is gone.
She claims now she never gave me Tylenol 3s. She also said: "The last time I tried to kill myself was 5-6 years ago..." I've heard "I only tried to kill myself once" multiple times from her. Remember in this same conversation she said that my memories were "distorted" and hers were fine.
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Your mom is one of the most toxic people I've ever had the displeasure of hearing about. I'm sorry; just reading how she behaved to you made me want to kick something.
I'm glad you're not mad at people who called for help.
Rest.
Did I mention I'm glad you're alive?
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Kip, I love you. We've really bonded in the last few weeks, and had you died...I don't want to think about it. I don't want to lose another friend like that.
Rest. Watch House. Laugh, if it won't hurt too much.
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Don't do that again please. ;_;
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Oh yeah, she's also under the belief I keep trying to kill myself to get back at her. I love that one. Because there's possibly no way I might just not want to LIVE, it's because I'm pissed at her and want revenge. I totally keep ending up in the ER, getting my stomach pumped, and begging no one to tell her and not telling her for months, for revenge.
She brought me a gift too, a bag of candy, when she came to get me. This was after I told a lot of the staff my mom abused me.
Regardless of rights, I don't think they should have allowed her to see me.
My dad isn't closer. He lives in Monticello, which is 4 hours away. My mom is in Russelville (London, actually, it's not too far from Russelville) which is about an hour and 30 minutes.
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My dad said if I keep doing this I have to come back home and live with him again. I'm wondering if this is the right decision. On the other hand, I hated my hometown and it made me even more miserable. That was probably one of the few real environmental factors I had. At least the misery and despair of how I'm stuck in a shitty town with a lot of people I hate and how I'm wasting my life away at a college that accepts fucking any one as long as they have a high school degree is gone.
She claims now she never gave me Tylenol 3s. She also said: "The last time I tried to kill myself was 5-6 years ago..." I've heard "I only tried to kill myself once" multiple times from her. Remember in this same conversation she said that my memories were "distorted" and hers were fine.
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It's about the choices you make.
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You say that as if something has recently changed.
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