Sep 02, 2004 22:41
Lover Parade (my band! my band!) is playing on the 17th of this month. Please, come see us. We're opening.
Four hours of sleep with no homework done and my breath sour with coffee: school on a daily basis.
I'm in such a Coldplay mood.
I love getting off work and getting in my car and sitting in the dark to find that someone has left me a message or two. It's great. It makes me feel really, really good. Tonight, it was Jacly[n] and that just makes it better than any other night and any other message.
I look terrible and my body is sick. But I think everything is more clear in my head. I am forcing myself to accomplish everything I want to do. I don't think my body can handle this much longer. I hope this weekend will grant me some sleep. That's really all I need is some sleep.
Acutally, I want someone who is beautiful and who won't mean a damn thing to me. Will you? Will you? Will you just hold me when I call you to come over? Will you just kiss my mouth and only feel the lips and not the heart? Will you hold my hand inbetween classes? Will you dance with me, just this once? I promise, it won't mean a thing. I am just starving for contact and feeling.