long long time
lost my job
me and 20 others were led to the slaughter
laid off by position
avi can suck my balls
but what else is new? isn't it always like that?
put a rug under me just long enough for me to forget its there
then YANK
have had some strange conversations in the last couple months
this guy told me he saw wedding bells over my head
and that I was a sculptor, and an artist
that has a very constricting grip on my creativity
that im supressing it...
i agree
was told I had a guardian angel
for once, i believed it for
I lost a diamond earring that was made for me out of one of 8 diamonds from my grandmothers wedding ring. I was crushed.
I searched and searched the house, other peoples houses, the gym, the pools, work...
today I walked onto the deck of the big pool and looked in the water
to see my tiny tiny stud sitting at the bottom :)
I like the idea of my guardian angel - i could use one right now
Josanna & Matt took Sunny & I out to sushi last night
then we returned to watch youTube and get drunk
tonight we saw "you dont mess with the Zohan"
Adam Sandler's new strange movie about an israeli assassin turned hairdresser
It was funny and welcomed :)
then we went to McGraths and ate artichoke dip and crab cocktails
I got a very large blue drink
oh and here's an article abstract I find interesting:
Childhood adversities in patients with fibromyalgia and somatoform pain disorder.
Friday, January 17, 2003
Eur J Pain. 2003;7(2):113-9.
Imbierowicz K, Egle UT
Primary fibromyalgia is regarded as disorder with a complex symptomatology, and no morphological alterations. Findings increasingly point to a dysfunction of the central nervous pain processing. The study aims to discuss vulnerability for fibromyalgia from a developmental psychopathological perspective. We investigated the presence of psychosocial adversities affecting the childhood of adult fibromyalgia patients (FM) and compared them to those of patients with somatoform pain disorders (SOM) and a control group (CG) with medically explained chronic pain. Using the structured biographical interview for pain patients (SBI-P), 38 FM patients, 71 SOM patients, and 44 CG patients were compared on the basis of 14 childhood adversities verified as relevant regarding longterm effects for adult health by prospective studies. The FM patients show the highest score of childhood adversities. In addition to sexual and physical maltreatment, the FM patients more frequently reported a poor emotional relationship with both parents, a lack of physical affection, experiences of the parents' physical quarrels, as well as alcohol or other problems of addiction in the mother, separation, and a poor financial situation before the age of 7. These experiences were found to a similar extent in the SOM patients, but distinctly less frequently in the CG. The results point to early psychosocial adversities as holding a similar etiological meaning in fibromyalgia as well as in somatoform pain disorders. The potential role of these factors as increasing the vulnerability for fibromyalgia is discussed.
me and 20 others were led to the slaughter
laid off by position
avi can suck my balls
but what else is new? isn't it always like that?
put a rug under me just long enough for me to forget its there
then YANK
have had some strange conversations in the last couple months
this guy told me he saw wedding bells over my head
and that I was a sculptor, and an artist
that has a very constricting grip on my creativity
that im supressing it...
i agree
was told I had a guardian angel
for once, i believed it for
I lost a diamond earring that was made for me out of one of 8 diamonds from my grandmothers wedding ring. I was crushed.
I searched and searched the house, other peoples houses, the gym, the pools, work...
today I walked onto the deck of the big pool and looked in the water
to see my tiny tiny stud sitting at the bottom :)
I like the idea of my guardian angel - i could use one right now
Josanna & Matt took Sunny & I out to sushi last night
then we returned to watch youTube and get drunk
tonight we saw "you dont mess with the Zohan"
Adam Sandler's new strange movie about an israeli assassin turned hairdresser
It was funny and welcomed :)
then we went to McGraths and ate artichoke dip and crab cocktails
I got a very large blue drink
oh and here's an article abstract I find interesting:
Childhood adversities in patients with fibromyalgia and somatoform pain disorder.
Friday, January 17, 2003
Eur J Pain. 2003;7(2):113-9.
Imbierowicz K, Egle UT
Primary fibromyalgia is regarded as disorder with a complex symptomatology, and no morphological alterations. Findings increasingly point to a dysfunction of the central nervous pain processing. The study aims to discuss vulnerability for fibromyalgia from a developmental psychopathological perspective. We investigated the presence of psychosocial adversities affecting the childhood of adult fibromyalgia patients (FM) and compared them to those of patients with somatoform pain disorders (SOM) and a control group (CG) with medically explained chronic pain. Using the structured biographical interview for pain patients (SBI-P), 38 FM patients, 71 SOM patients, and 44 CG patients were compared on the basis of 14 childhood adversities verified as relevant regarding longterm effects for adult health by prospective studies. The FM patients show the highest score of childhood adversities. In addition to sexual and physical maltreatment, the FM patients more frequently reported a poor emotional relationship with both parents, a lack of physical affection, experiences of the parents' physical quarrels, as well as alcohol or other problems of addiction in the mother, separation, and a poor financial situation before the age of 7. These experiences were found to a similar extent in the SOM patients, but distinctly less frequently in the CG. The results point to early psychosocial adversities as holding a similar etiological meaning in fibromyalgia as well as in somatoform pain disorders. The potential role of these factors as increasing the vulnerability for fibromyalgia is discussed.