i am what i am and what i am is who i am
i was thinking a lot today about how i allow myself to become small and underfoot
don't you just want to stand up in the middle of the room and scream?
don't you want to tear away your clothes and make everyone feel anxious?
don't you feel uninvisible from others discomfort?
its the reason why i unnecessarily repeat myself and build the same things over one foundation
i wanted pretty music and rainbow buildings a million feet tall
and dancing and magic love and dinner that went on forever
in the middle of the desert
on the ninth floor, its too high and i cant go ill jump i really will
why does he say no at innapropriate times and mock my introspection which doesnt come easy like it used to
bubbles out when i can and dissolves blue, supple
i cant tell what my motives are in this
i cant finish my sentences up fast enough when after its already on to the next thing
don't you just want to stand up in the middle of the room and scream?
don't you want to tear away your clothes and make everyone feel anxious?
don't you feel uninvisible from others discomfort?
its the reason why i unnecessarily repeat myself and build the same things over one foundation
i wanted pretty music and rainbow buildings a million feet tall
and dancing and magic love and dinner that went on forever
in the middle of the desert
on the ninth floor, its too high and i cant go ill jump i really will
why does he say no at innapropriate times and mock my introspection which doesnt come easy like it used to
bubbles out when i can and dissolves blue, supple
i cant tell what my motives are in this
i cant finish my sentences up fast enough when after its already on to the next thing