Happy Birthday Justin Darnell

    I will never become a drug addict. I highly enjoy drinking though, because it makes stop having 'trains of thoughts'. Due to this, I do not think, I stop my life, and I am not myself. I do not enjoy myself, and I never have. Why? I am trying to figure this out with my psychiatrist ( Read more... )

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This essay is quite enjoyable
it is really objective

I have never cried this much

Today was my birthday
Thanks to those who made it memorable
my ex
Linda
Julia Gulia?? (thanks for the ride)
Jon

Tomorrow is my birthday
I don't think anyone besides the person I am sharing this livejournal with remembered
Yes, that includes my parents, I believe they did not remember...
oh my brother remembered actually
I am quite elated about that fact
and he remembers how old I am
shows how much people care about me

Fuck ( Read more... )

I am a shitty person. I wish someone loved me.

Today feels like I made an improvement
Talked to John and Jon
and couple of more people

Still feel like shit though
I wish I could talked to people or say Hi to people
and not feel "out of place" afterwards

Night

The greatest friends I have ever had
were
Josh Kelley
Paul LeDuff
Justin Darnell
Bryan Doumerec
Linda C...................
and of course
Jonathan Ho

now
I will try to become their friends once again