And I don't want the world to see me...
cause I don't think that they'd understand.
I'm feeling depressed. It came out of nowhere and I hate it. I'd been doing pretty well for a while, and I'm definitely not at my worst, but I'm not good. I just want to crawl under the covers and never come back out. I feel badly for not calling people back, for not answering my phone, for just trying to ignore the world but it's all I can handle.
I hate that people blame this shit on Naomi. She's done nothing wrong. Since she's come home all she's tried to do is get me to call people, go out, do things, and taken care of me, so I wish people would just leave her the fuck out of it.
I'm also sick of childish bullshit. I'm not saying I'm not childish, I'm not saying I do everything in my power to stop it but I can't stand all the talking behind people's backs and watching people's conversations. I feel like nothing is private any more and everything I say gets twisted by people I trust and turned into something awful. I'm constantly hearing different versions of stories and finding out things about my life that I said that I wasn't even aware of...funny isn't it...
That's all I have to say, I'm going to lay down now..
I'm feeling depressed. It came out of nowhere and I hate it. I'd been doing pretty well for a while, and I'm definitely not at my worst, but I'm not good. I just want to crawl under the covers and never come back out. I feel badly for not calling people back, for not answering my phone, for just trying to ignore the world but it's all I can handle.
I hate that people blame this shit on Naomi. She's done nothing wrong. Since she's come home all she's tried to do is get me to call people, go out, do things, and taken care of me, so I wish people would just leave her the fuck out of it.
I'm also sick of childish bullshit. I'm not saying I'm not childish, I'm not saying I do everything in my power to stop it but I can't stand all the talking behind people's backs and watching people's conversations. I feel like nothing is private any more and everything I say gets twisted by people I trust and turned into something awful. I'm constantly hearing different versions of stories and finding out things about my life that I said that I wasn't even aware of...funny isn't it...
That's all I have to say, I'm going to lay down now..