Comments | tree05: So Alone, Help Me Out......

tree05

So Alone, Help Me Out......

Oct 25, 2005 10:06

Hello there everyone. Long time, no entry. So, I'm kind of going through a hard time right now. I figure I'll spill my guts because everyone who reads this, well, I never see any of you anymore. I"m officially homesick. Have been for like 1 month. We're not talking I just wish I was home, I'm like sobbing constantly, I'm never happy, I pretty ( Read more... )

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gevgirl October 25 2005, 16:10:39 UTC

hey girly. adam is out of basic training now so he's getting his phone back sometime this week so we'll actually be able to start talking normal again. I know you feel that you need Larry, but he proabably needs you just as much. I've learned that. You love basketball. I know you do, so I'm sure it will all get a lot better once that starts and you have something to take your mind off everything. he's probably going to ask another girl bc he doesn't want to be the dork without a date. haha. love ya!

i looooooooove you! anonymous October 27 2005, 01:37:31 UTC

Rach, i'm sorry that things are so hard for you. i thought that they were finally starting to get better but according to this, they're getting worse. you know, i know you miss larry and i know i have someone here so it's easier for me to say, but honestly rach he loves you. i know he does and i don't even know him that well. he tells you like every 5 minutes how much he loves you and how much he misses you and trust me that boy is not going anywhere. and you say you get mad at yourself for treating him bad...you don't treat him bad and sometimes yea, mean stuff might come out but he knows you're struggling and part of being the boyfriend he is, he's going to understand that and just support you, he's not going to hold it against you so don't beat yourself up about it. goose you're an amazing person on the inside and the out and you have so much to offer this world that he'd be crazy to mess that up. i know you're in love with him and being without him is probably something really hard to think about and i know this is what everyone ( ... )

monicaer193 October 27 2005, 03:13:00 UTC

rachel!! I went through the same thing! Totally, but somehow, I don't have any advice but I'll put you in my prayers, the year will fly by though, just wait and see.

tpinggirltara October 30 2005, 04:49:07 UTC

I can give you the advice you always give me... PRAY!! Call me too... I was there and you didn't even tell me how homesick you were... we can pray together!!