Sad Sad day
I still love her! I always will! Why am I such a fucking retard. She was so precious but I treated the situation like a ass clown and now im on the recieving end of this. I hate to think its all over. I dont want it to be over. I love her! I wish i could rewind time........ you knwo everyone says that. Fuck you guys on Lj to be honest mopst of you guys are annoying as fuck! Life seems to suck really bad right now and to be honest this really wasnt the best time. But you know what thats was the problem this whole time we never had time. I hate It! If i had one more chance i would make all the time in the world for her. Without a tear but a grin it was over and she left. As complacent as i may sound im actually fucking devestated! I wish she would call i know its been only a lil bit, but i wish i had a call right now and this was all a big joke. I wish someone would come through the door and say im being punkd or something. Yeah i realize thats uite gay but im kinda j ust writing to write there is no specific structure to this entry. Why did she hafto look so beautiful when it happened. Why did she hafto say so sarcastically "you done" when i told her all i had to say. I WANT ANOTHER CHANCE! LOVE ALWAYS!