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Back at it.
This time I've lost you for good though and I feel helpless because I can't change you.
It's painful to watch you kill yourself and for you to bring everyone down with you.
There is absolutely nothing I can do anymore.
I have to let you go.
The most difficult thing about all of it is knowing somehow I failed as a sister/friend because I can't save you from the world.
I need to get out of this place.
This time I've lost you for good though and I feel helpless because I can't change you.
It's painful to watch you kill yourself and for you to bring everyone down with you.
There is absolutely nothing I can do anymore.
I have to let you go.
The most difficult thing about all of it is knowing somehow I failed as a sister/friend because I can't save you from the world.
I need to get out of this place.