Wondering...
Have you ever wondered what it would be like to be a super hero. I know I have, which with all the movies out now-a-days, I think it's got everyone thinking about what it would be like to be Spider Man, or Super Man, or Cat Woman ((for all you ladies who read this)). Sometimes I wonder if I were a super hero who I would want to be? I think that Neo is really cool... being about to fly and dodge bullets and all... Or what about being Spider Man, I mean, he has got a woman right... but sometimes I don't think that I would want any of those super powers... sometimes I think that if I could just have one super power... it would be just to make everyone else happy... I wouldn't care if it caused me to be poorest, stupidest, moronic person on the planet... I think I would do it just to make everyone elses life go that much smoother, but I'm not sure if I could bear not haveing Rachel in my life... though if it gave her a ride through college and great husband to marry, even if it wasn't me.... God nows there are better people out then me for her... and if she could have a life that she could be proud of, with no regrets and no failures... then I wouldn't even have to think about it... I know I would do it... even if was just for her... I know that I would do it... Unfortunately I can't give her all of that... God knows that I would... if I could, but I can't please everyone... even though I try.... Sometimes I really feel like I let her... and other people... down, but I know that sometimes those people know that I'm trying help them, and even though I fail... I'd give my life just make sure that they wouldn't.... I guess that was one of the reasons that I wanted to go to Iraq... because there I could fight for something that is truly valuable, my country... some will never understand why people go over seas to fight in this war, others face the reality of the war every day, for those who wouldn't understand it... it pity them, because a pride for your country is something that must be held onto... and if it is lost, then this country will fall to corruption just like Iraq did, and then we could only hope for a country like ours to come along and help us out... That's why I love this country... and I love my girlfriend more then she will probably ever realize, and I can only hope that I will not ever fail her, because even if this country does fall to corruption, then I still always know that she will be standing by my side... (( I Love You Rachel !!))