Following Orders....
It's 12 o'clock and I'm talking to Rachel over AIM, and she told we to write in my Live Journal so that she could read it... so as usual... I'm following orders and doing as she says (I'm so whipped). But life is going great. I have a great girlfriend, who love me very much, I have a wonderful family, and I have a good which is a greta job, but it takes up a lot of my life. I can say though, I don't really dread going to work, which is great!! But it does take away from the time that I get to spend with Rachel and my friends... which really sucks, but what am I going to do?? I mean I tried to get off Fridays, and my boss told me that he hired me because i could work certain hours and if I can't work those hours then I need to go find another job, which I can understand, and my boss isn't a bad guy, he is just a demanding guy, and I guess that he is allowed to be... so what am I going to do... I mean I want to spend more time with Rachel and my friends, and if I can't get off any of the other days... (because he hired me to work the hours that I said that I could work), then what am I supposed to do... ask my friends to change their schedules?? I don't know what I'm going to do, but I want to spend more "quality" time with Rachel and my friends, and for some reason work is just crazy right now... so what are you going to do?? You know... I love Rachel a whole lot... I mean a real whole lot, and there has always been this connection between us... like I explained to my friend Jeremy... Even when we have been "apart" from each other we can't stop thinking of each other, and even when we are together it's hard to think of us as being anything other then "us"!! i mean... we have always loved eachother... we may have been mad at each other... but I can honestly say that my love for Rachel has got me through some of the most difficult times of my life... and she has always been their for me... and I know that she always will... (( I Love You Rachel ))