Today is the day
Today I start the trip.
Its been several days now since I left everything behind in FL,and I have spent a few days trying to clear my head at a good friends house in AL........should I still leave?
Yes,I feel that its a must.
1768 Miles To Phoenix from here......Hope that ole beat up chevy truck of mine makes it.
This was a hard desision,and almost nothing about it was ever easy.
About 5 years ago I had my own house,3 cars,lots of credit cards and plunty of money.
Today I have some raggety clothes,a raggety truck that isnt even payed for and a bunch of pictures of how things once were......$300 bucks to my name of which $250 of that was borrowed.
But ya know sometimes you look around in your life and despite many things you know that you will never be happy........and we all have a choice,we can either sit there and sacrifice our own happiness for the sake and feelings of other people,or we can get off of our asses and do our very best to try and make it happen.
But if we dont even try,then how will we ever know what we are capable of,and how will we ever get to experience our dreams and goals.
With Faith the size of a mustard seed we can move mountains,and with God anythings possible.
Its time for me to atleast try....to give it all I got,and see just what happens with this here life.
Its time to go home.
Its been several days now since I left everything behind in FL,and I have spent a few days trying to clear my head at a good friends house in AL........should I still leave?
Yes,I feel that its a must.
1768 Miles To Phoenix from here......Hope that ole beat up chevy truck of mine makes it.
This was a hard desision,and almost nothing about it was ever easy.
About 5 years ago I had my own house,3 cars,lots of credit cards and plunty of money.
Today I have some raggety clothes,a raggety truck that isnt even payed for and a bunch of pictures of how things once were......$300 bucks to my name of which $250 of that was borrowed.
But ya know sometimes you look around in your life and despite many things you know that you will never be happy........and we all have a choice,we can either sit there and sacrifice our own happiness for the sake and feelings of other people,or we can get off of our asses and do our very best to try and make it happen.
But if we dont even try,then how will we ever know what we are capable of,and how will we ever get to experience our dreams and goals.
With Faith the size of a mustard seed we can move mountains,and with God anythings possible.
Its time for me to atleast try....to give it all I got,and see just what happens with this here life.
Its time to go home.