Sep 14, 2004 22:45
So alright, today was a great test of my enjoying life and living most excellently.
Things started off rough due to the fact that I got up a half-hour later than I wanted to. But all the same I just didn't grab a shower and headed over to Melodie's to spend the day off of classes with her. So, a half-hour wasn't going to get me down.
Then hanging out with Melodie was fucking incredible... it was actually really hard to leave her today and I ended up leaving a half-hour later than I wanted from her house. But construction traffic wasn't too thick and I was able to make it home and to work a little bit early.
At this point my day really had no complaints.
However, once I began work today... things just seemed shitty.
I'm not really sure why, some lame shit happened at work nothing to really write home about. But all the same, it took its toll on my positivity and sent me home feeling sort of down with my day.
Yet, once I was out of work, I had Melodie and Colin to cheer me up and that was really fucking sweet. I love talking to both of them... they each make me so happy that its inexplainable.
Melodie is hands down the best girlfriend I could have ever asked for and well the best girl I know period.
And speaking of girls... The pornstar my bro is all up on is totally perfect for him or something hahahahahah.
Yet I sort of got fired up because people can't just leave him alone and stop being stupid cunts. Quite frankly... I'm pretty sick of people involving themselves in the lives of others and feeling like anyone should give a shit about their crackedout slutty ass opinions. Seriously GO FUCK SOME MORE ROCKSTARS YOU FUCKING WHORE, before you decide to give anyone... especially my brother shit for being into someone who isn't YOU!
People like that need to FUCK THE HELL OFF!
But anyway with that off my chest I'm feeling wonderful and I'm once again stoked on life.
I honestly just wish that the people who feel that they have the biggest impact on society and hardcore, could realize that they don't have shit to offer. And the only way that is going to happen is if people start thinking for themselves and standing up for how they feel, and standing against people who make them feel like shit, or feel like they don't belong. Everyone has their own ideas... none greater than the other, however, the difference between someone who matters and someone who shouldn't be around should be based on actions instead of ideas. Anyone can make an idea sound good and can talk themselves up and sound important to us all... and can convince people dumb enough to follow them to follow. But someone who acts the role and who does things that are positive and encourages people to live a fuller more enjoyable life based on their own actions and goodness...those are the people that should get to stay and who should be in the forefront.
But that is my soapbox for tonight.
Keep enjoying life and living most excellently
XXX