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You make me squirm.
Because pathetic things just iritate me. They make me antsy.
I guess Ill always be that idiot who screams at the TV during the scary movie part where the killer is OBVIOUSLY lurking, "STOP! DON'T OPEN THAT DOOR! TURN AROUND NOW YOU IDIOTTTTTTTTTT!"
And I'm always the fool who secretly half expects them to listen. To turn around and not open that door. To not get mauled to death and be covered in fake blood.
The person who half expected you to not open that door and get fucked and be covered in fake tears.
I hate scary movies. They're too predictible. And that's boring which makes it look lackluster and pathetic.
You contradict yourself in the most unattractive way. It makes me sick. How can you talk all that trash about someone-- a girl you used to 'love'-- and tell me and everyone else how she's some psycho, but then you hang out with her? You're just like the rest. You'll use her for whatever you can-- be it a self esteem booster, a way to pass the time, or a fall back girl. To her face? You'll lead her on and you'll try to like her. Actually, you probably won't. You're not that driven. You'll just use her. And behind her back, you'll keep acting like she's some crazy stalker.
But you'll eat it all up.
Enjoy.
I choose to remove all people like this from my life. You can't trust someone who's that two faced.
Oh, speaking of trust:
Ell said it best when he told me that the worst feeling is when you hear someone talk and you hear that voice in the back of your head that says, "Shit, *insert name* is lying..." and realizing it. You're lying to me. You're telling half truths. And you're lying to yourself.
Whatever.
Its your life.
I'm no longer invested in it to the degree I once was, so I have no reason to step in and bitch.
But, I can't say that I don't wish I didn't have to keep seeing all of these sketchy traits/characteristics of you that I never knew were there. It was much better to have never known.
Because pathetic things just iritate me. They make me antsy.
I guess Ill always be that idiot who screams at the TV during the scary movie part where the killer is OBVIOUSLY lurking, "STOP! DON'T OPEN THAT DOOR! TURN AROUND NOW YOU IDIOTTTTTTTTTT!"
And I'm always the fool who secretly half expects them to listen. To turn around and not open that door. To not get mauled to death and be covered in fake blood.
The person who half expected you to not open that door and get fucked and be covered in fake tears.
I hate scary movies. They're too predictible. And that's boring which makes it look lackluster and pathetic.
You contradict yourself in the most unattractive way. It makes me sick. How can you talk all that trash about someone-- a girl you used to 'love'-- and tell me and everyone else how she's some psycho, but then you hang out with her? You're just like the rest. You'll use her for whatever you can-- be it a self esteem booster, a way to pass the time, or a fall back girl. To her face? You'll lead her on and you'll try to like her. Actually, you probably won't. You're not that driven. You'll just use her. And behind her back, you'll keep acting like she's some crazy stalker.
But you'll eat it all up.
Enjoy.
I choose to remove all people like this from my life. You can't trust someone who's that two faced.
Oh, speaking of trust:
Ell said it best when he told me that the worst feeling is when you hear someone talk and you hear that voice in the back of your head that says, "Shit, *insert name* is lying..." and realizing it. You're lying to me. You're telling half truths. And you're lying to yourself.
Whatever.
Its your life.
I'm no longer invested in it to the degree I once was, so I have no reason to step in and bitch.
But, I can't say that I don't wish I didn't have to keep seeing all of these sketchy traits/characteristics of you that I never knew were there. It was much better to have never known.