Mar 11, 2008 02:11
t has amounted to this
i know you shouldn't be jealous of your friend right?
but i did
i keep seeing them together and i just got jealous of what they have. i got jealous of her.
so now, i thought my walk out last Saturday was unnoticed. but then he noticed it too.
so tom he is going to do something that we should not be shocked about.
i made my friend of three years feel bad, because I made her think she is this brazen woman... but most of all... i made her feel that I did not trust her.
but I don't know the reason why I was so jealous man!
I don;t now.
i don't know.
and... he is not THAT dense. goodness.
I hate myself.
she wants me to change.
i have no idea what came over me to say yes when she asked me if our friendship is worth risking if it's for anyone.
I realized my mistake and talked to her again. but she kept insisting that I should stay away from her because.