i'm so sick of being me today. i want to be in someone else's shoes today, experience their fantastic life for a day. wouldn't it be grand?

mmm people make me want to vomit. i miss a couple people terribly, more than life. and i hope bree's parents decide she can come here for the rest of summer. i need some company, we could cheer each other up since summer has been shit. i lost my license, hmm it's my fault really. and so hopefully i'll get it back otherwise i'm doomed. i got 2 louis ( Read more... )

i'm tired. it's like 3 in the morning. and i'm stressed and a little bit irritated. i mean you're gone for a month accross the world and the people who claim to be good friends with you don't even bother to give a hello. makes you really wonder who gives a shit in this world....

i'm so scared i'm gonna get disappointed.

"After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, And you learn that love doesnt mean leaning and company doesnt mean security, And you begin to learn that kisses arent contracts and presents arent promises, And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult ( Read more... )

i'm in australia. and i wish i could move here forever. it's so lovely and warm all the time.

Last night despite the little dramatic guy and all my emotional baggage (that i sucked up) was amazing. I haven't had a good night like that in a long time and i'm glad I got to. I got to hang out with some of the best people ever and it just makes me smile to know there are still cool people in the world. haha might I add that was completely corny ( Read more... )

why is my dad such an ass wipe? dkfa;sdf i just have to think positive and remember that fri i'll be going to get my license and then i won't have to ask for freaking rides anymore damn!!! hmmm i want to go for a long drive.

my birthday's in 12 days!!! can we say excited!?!?! gosh...when i was little i thought 16 year olds were so big....cause it was like they were juniors and tall and could drive....now that i'm here...no...not so much big. screw my family genes and the fact that i'm 4'11. haha how lame!

That's the most lamest thing. Whatever happen to the idea of not wearing my heart on ny sleeve anymore? yea I think that thought pretty much went down the drain.