work work work
My birthday was pretty good, for the most part. I worked, got off early and went to the gym before meeting up with some folks at the 820 Bar for happy hour. I got pretty buzzed there, I'm in love with their mojitos. yum. Gentry gave me Paris Hilton's autobiography, which I have been wanting since August. I've read about 30 pages so far and its, of course, amazing. Nickolaus gave me this beautiful stencil-painting he did with spray paint on canvas and a mix cd that I've yet to listen to. I'm loving where our friendship is right now and how close I feel to him.
Then I came home and me and Gentry just drank some more and watched good old fashioned mind-numbing TV. Mostly, Will and Grace. we also ordered pizza which was too expensive and made me feel disgusting afterward. tyler got home from L.A. and he was home less than an hour and we got into a fight. It was stupid and not even worth describing, its just so hard to communicate with him because he gets so defensive right away and he doesn't let me finish what I'm trying to say, instead he interrupts me and makes assupmtions about what I'm thinking or my intention with the questions I'm asking/comments I'm making. I don't feel good about our friendship at all right now and I'm not sure what to do about it. I think we just need to have a talk because we never resolved things from the fight we got into just before he left to L.A. so I think I still have risidual feelings from that. ugh.
today, tomorrow and Saturday are 15 hour days at work. Its kind of nice to hide out here right now, it makes it easy to ignore the whole christmas thing.
Then I came home and me and Gentry just drank some more and watched good old fashioned mind-numbing TV. Mostly, Will and Grace. we also ordered pizza which was too expensive and made me feel disgusting afterward. tyler got home from L.A. and he was home less than an hour and we got into a fight. It was stupid and not even worth describing, its just so hard to communicate with him because he gets so defensive right away and he doesn't let me finish what I'm trying to say, instead he interrupts me and makes assupmtions about what I'm thinking or my intention with the questions I'm asking/comments I'm making. I don't feel good about our friendship at all right now and I'm not sure what to do about it. I think we just need to have a talk because we never resolved things from the fight we got into just before he left to L.A. so I think I still have risidual feelings from that. ugh.
today, tomorrow and Saturday are 15 hour days at work. Its kind of nice to hide out here right now, it makes it easy to ignore the whole christmas thing.