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[traipsindreamer]

So. I need to figure out something different to do. Obviously, what I've been doing isn't working. But I don't wanna change b.c... it's me. I'm just being me. And I don't wanna change what I want b.c then I'll never be satisfied or completely happy. I don't think I should change what I want when it's something that would just keep me happy

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[rengetsu]

Well, if he doesn't feel the same then probably. If he doesn't then you're asking him to lie to your face, which he might not want to do... and I wouldn't either, because lying to someone is really crappy. He probably just doesn't know how to handle a girl saying those kinds of things to him. He probably doesn't even know what he wants right now, and he probably won't until he's older. That's just how boys are. -_-;

Those things are nice to hear, but they're even nicer to hear when they are said from the heart and not because it's what you want to hear. Do you really want him to say those things to you and not completely mean them?

You probably want a serious commitment from him, but.. eh. guys in their late teens and early twenties aren't looking for that. Well, some of them might be, but most that I know of don't.

I know how you feel though. I went through that with several boyfriends. Jacob... Steven... Mark... et al... It's very frustrating and.. well, it hurts when you say those things to someone and they aren't repeated back with the same love and admiration you feel for him. But it hurts even more when you do hear them and find out later it's a lie...

[rengetsu]

I said probably way too much in that reply... lol... that's what I get for not proofreading before hitting "post"...

and I meant "a little more of a serious commitment" not like. super serious let's get married tomorrow.