Nov 08, 2006 16:23
So. I need to figure out something different to do. Obviously, what I've been doing isn't working. But I don't wanna change b.c... it's me. I'm just being me. And I don't wanna change what I want b.c then I'll never be satisfied or completely happy. I don't think I should change what I want when it's something that would just keep me happy when he thinks that it's just overkill or unnecessary. I don't understand why my request is just so demanding.
Anyway.
I was talking to a friend fo mine who is a guy. And I was talkin about how I dated Tyrone for a little while. I said that I at least tried out a relationship with a black guy but he just wasn't for me. My friend said that they're all not like that... my friend is also black. But... he said, "You shoulda gimme a shot when we first met." .... That caught me off guard. It was just odd. It was odd to hear from him.
Right now all I have to decide is if I'm gonna go to work at 5 or at 615.