Problems with a hidden Love Triangle
So, many thigns have been going on lately. I can barely even list them all. Apparently Sirius and I are still attracted to one another, which was discovered when we nearly started romping in the snow. But of course, his conscience got in his way, and I'm glad it did. Charlie -although she's been really weird lately- didn't seserve to be hurt like that...
As a matter of fact. Maybe she does. Turns down Siri's ring, and then runs off to fuck with Roddy and accept his ring... She's been acting strangely to put it modestly. I can't really explain it, one minute she's completely out of it, and the next minute, she's yelling at you for anything she can think of. Including trying to help her avoid being smushed up against the wall for a second time in twenty minutes... But you know, It's not as if I care anymore. Of course I care, who do I think I'm fooling?
I've been having the most intricate week. I've been running around doing homework and making special trips to the library after hours just to find a book thats not even in the restricted section. I've no idea whats going wrong with me... I can't possibly be trying to subcontiously tell myself something about my grades could I? I know that they were suffering a while back, but not that badly. Why am I so concerned about my grades??? Someone help me play a prank or cause some trouble, please!
I need to be free of this confusion. Everything is causing me so much stress... Now I'm not sleeping properly either. On New Years Eve I didn't fall asleep until 9am, and I woke around Noon. Meaning I got four hours.... Last night I slept from 4am until 7:45, because I had business to attend to... Business I wont mention, pip pip cheerio and all that top secret non- sense.
Adieu,
Emmeline Vance.
(PS) No post from my parent, I wonder whats going on at home. Should I send for them, maybe a dinner perhaps? With all of this dark Lord nonsense, I really need to be assured that they still breath at night. Call me paranoid if you wish to, I'm just... Worried.
As a matter of fact. Maybe she does. Turns down Siri's ring, and then runs off to fuck with Roddy and accept his ring... She's been acting strangely to put it modestly. I can't really explain it, one minute she's completely out of it, and the next minute, she's yelling at you for anything she can think of. Including trying to help her avoid being smushed up against the wall for a second time in twenty minutes... But you know, It's not as if I care anymore. Of course I care, who do I think I'm fooling?
I've been having the most intricate week. I've been running around doing homework and making special trips to the library after hours just to find a book thats not even in the restricted section. I've no idea whats going wrong with me... I can't possibly be trying to subcontiously tell myself something about my grades could I? I know that they were suffering a while back, but not that badly. Why am I so concerned about my grades??? Someone help me play a prank or cause some trouble, please!
I need to be free of this confusion. Everything is causing me so much stress... Now I'm not sleeping properly either. On New Years Eve I didn't fall asleep until 9am, and I woke around Noon. Meaning I got four hours.... Last night I slept from 4am until 7:45, because I had business to attend to... Business I wont mention, pip pip cheerio and all that top secret non- sense.
Adieu,
Emmeline Vance.
(PS) No post from my parent, I wonder whats going on at home. Should I send for them, maybe a dinner perhaps? With all of this dark Lord nonsense, I really need to be assured that they still breath at night. Call me paranoid if you wish to, I'm just... Worried.