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ok so i'm here at DA in the library right now. jas is in class so i'm waiting for her to get out and the senior girls are at their senior skip day stuff. DA has been awesome so far, lots of quality time with my favorite people, lots of seeing people i haven't seen in ages, lots of food, lots of good times pretty much.
these are the comments i pretty much get all the time:
"WOW! you haven't changed at all!"
"WOW! you're still short!"
"so what's this i hear about a boyfriend?"
"so how's college?"
and finally...
"how does it feel to be back at deerfield?"
the answer to that question is that it feels weird being at deerfield and not having anything that i'm actually required to do. life at DA was stressful cause there was always homework or a meeting or practice or sitdown or something like that. now i'm just like LOOKING for things to do. it's strange, but i like it. i bought an alumni sticker to put on my car once i get one. it makes me happy. i even paid my green and white (alumni) dues. i reeeeally feel like an alum now. its a good feeling.
so i have 30 min before i have to meet jas.
spring day was a lot of fun yesterday. suriah, jess, jas, yao, skittles, and i took the cutest pic ever... they made us dress up as if we were in a western and they took the pic. i love love love it. and lots of good food and stuff. food makes me happy too.
its weird seeing teachers again. it like totally feels like i was in their class like just yesterday, participating in discussions or taking tests, etc. just feels like this past year has been one long vacation from deerfield.
through it all though i feel so much older. like even as a senior i felt young, i was the youngest in my class, and i dunno, i just didnt feel old. but now i'm in college. i'm looking forward to going back to school and seeing my friends and everyone. i like being independent and being able to fend for myself, which i guess is why i liked being at deerfield those three years. i can't even imagine what i would have been like had i stayed at home with my parents those three years... i would have been a totally different person in college.
well i must be off. i think i might go outside and sit in the sun. its really nice out today.
these are the comments i pretty much get all the time:
"WOW! you haven't changed at all!"
"WOW! you're still short!"
"so what's this i hear about a boyfriend?"
"so how's college?"
and finally...
"how does it feel to be back at deerfield?"
the answer to that question is that it feels weird being at deerfield and not having anything that i'm actually required to do. life at DA was stressful cause there was always homework or a meeting or practice or sitdown or something like that. now i'm just like LOOKING for things to do. it's strange, but i like it. i bought an alumni sticker to put on my car once i get one. it makes me happy. i even paid my green and white (alumni) dues. i reeeeally feel like an alum now. its a good feeling.
so i have 30 min before i have to meet jas.
spring day was a lot of fun yesterday. suriah, jess, jas, yao, skittles, and i took the cutest pic ever... they made us dress up as if we were in a western and they took the pic. i love love love it. and lots of good food and stuff. food makes me happy too.
its weird seeing teachers again. it like totally feels like i was in their class like just yesterday, participating in discussions or taking tests, etc. just feels like this past year has been one long vacation from deerfield.
through it all though i feel so much older. like even as a senior i felt young, i was the youngest in my class, and i dunno, i just didnt feel old. but now i'm in college. i'm looking forward to going back to school and seeing my friends and everyone. i like being independent and being able to fend for myself, which i guess is why i liked being at deerfield those three years. i can't even imagine what i would have been like had i stayed at home with my parents those three years... i would have been a totally different person in college.
well i must be off. i think i might go outside and sit in the sun. its really nice out today.