Another sleepless night
I am so exhausted. Not only from lack of sleep but emotionally drained. I am lost once again. I don't know how to feel. I am getting to the point of being numb. I just don't understand how someone who says they love you and have been there for 3 years for you just turn their back when things get tough and tell me they don't love me anymore. It makes me want to scream on the top of my lungs. Things have been so good and then a life changing event happens and you completely back out. My life feels shattered right now and im not quite sure how to fix it. I guess i will just live day by day and take care of myself and keep myself busy. :(