My dad is doing better. Hes goes to therapy three days a week. Its a little hard to get a job when my dad needs 24/7 supervision, but im trying. My parents have been both off work for 2 months. So money is real tight. His short term memory is real bad, he doesn't even remember being g in the hospital for a month. Things are rough right now...

stress
anxiety pills
good sleep
nice walks
applications
big decisions
holidays
comfort
New York
bills, bills, bills
GRE

D wants to crash. In a good way.

Journal,

What have I been? I apologize.

Dan

I have been M.I.A. from just about everything and everyone.

I'm coming back slowly. An uphill battle I'm ready to begin.

I'm getting a little sick of people pulling the race card.

Im sick of racists and sick of people blaming their problems on being a certain color.

Get over it.

Feelin good

Thank you Anthony Robbins

Summer of studying

Finally finished reading The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier and Clay

Very think and very good.

Make a list. Write down everything that you don't like about yourself. Things that you can control. Read it. Fix it.

After a horrible drug freak out in December I have not been the same. I stopped. It suddenly hit me that Im not living up to me potential. It suddenly hit me that most of my friends arent what I would like to consider friends. It hurts to love people so much and just see them leave your life. I need to live everyday KNOWING I have done my best. I ( Read more... )

Year 24 will be better than 23.