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well, my first week at IUP is coming to a close. i came up sunday and got my key then went back home for a little family reunion thing, and then offically moved in monday with my mom. she took me out to dinner then left me here for the night since i was starting work the next morning. i spent most of night getting my internet and such set up. i didn't sleep very well, but i made it through the night. i had my first full day of work on tuesday and i guess it isn't too bad. i just hate the girl i have to work with. i won't go into details. i just hate her. i have a lot of down time too. which will be good once classes start so i can work on homework. this also gives me plenty of time to send erin brittany text messages. being away from her for over a week now has made me realize how near she really is to my heart, and how out of this worl my love for her really is. it will be rough being so far and seeing her so little, but i would wait forever for her. she is honestly the love of my life. i am completely lost and wrapped up in everything about that girl. she's on my mind about 27 hours a day. i hope the time goes fast once classes start and i can see her quickly. i miss every inch of her, and every little thing about her. i've been kind of a dorm hermit. i've been going out for a run, and to watch the football team practice for a little bit. then i get some food, and hang out here. i watch or movie or something then call erin. i don't have calsses scheduled yet because i was looked over, and i can't do it until sunday. it's really starting to worry me. gah, the only thing on my mind most of the time is being with erin. this must be what love at first sight has felt like, and what true love really is. i would do anything just to make sure she is safe and happy. i love her with every bit of my being. i'm getting pretty choked up right now just thinking about how badly i miss her, and how much she means to me. gah, i'm such an emotional fuzzball. i'm excited for big j to move in so i can finally have someone to hang out with. hopefully i get the class schedule i want. it rules. that's it for right now. i probably will have less and less time to update as classes start. good luck to everyong starting school. erin brittany i love you soo much, and i'm so proud of you. josh out.