Whoa..
This journal has long been neglected. I'm trying to think of everything that has happened over the last two months. I've been lost on what to do about anything. I still occasionally worry over Kevin, though I am learning to deal with him hurting himself. There is nothing I can do, and he doesn't want me to be there for him, so what am I to do? I'm there for him if he ever wants to take advantage of it, but I am done forcing my company upon him. College has been fairly decent to me so far. Philosphy is hella boring, simply due to the way it is taught. Sociology is my absolute favorite, and Anthropology isn't so bad. My English teacher treats us all like idiots though. I'm not exactly on speaking terms with Rachel anymore, or well let's say I'm trying to avoid the speaking part. I really don't know what to think of Cory anymore. I'm starting to think maybe I shouldn't let myself think anything at all. The only people I really talk to anymore are Ashley, Cory, Justin, and Amber. I find that weird, yet it fits. I dunno, life has been odd. I've been so very lonely, but it doesn't look like I shall be anything other then that for a long while. I have a headache and a hellacious cold, so that is about it for now..