May 11, 2006 17:45
give me a canvas.
i feel like i never have enough time. to create this masterpiece that is supposed to be my life and now i have literally 365 days to make the impact on this town that i've wanted to since i was young. i'm grown up for the most part, and it's amazing and terrifying at the same time. i want to be a kid forever. i want to listen to my ipod with my best friend some random day in math class. i want to give big hugs to everyone i know in the hall. skip class by myself to go surfing, or to go take pictures. i want to be swept off my feet, high school stlye, by someone who shares my old soul.
i always leave these journal entries in wanting, but god, transition sucks.
someone hand me a pencil and paper, make me laugh and spend some time with me. i might surprise you.