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[tracylynn]

I really haven't written much about my feelings about my breakup with Jonathan. I haven't really cried. It's starting now already, I think I'll be sobbing by the time I'm done with this. He told me I was his soulmate. I believed him. I loved him so much and I still do. I always will. (Yes the tears are running down my face now.) I just want to be

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[misstsapinay]

tracy, love shouldn't hurt. love is supposed to be a splendid thing, not something that hurts you and upsets you. i probably have no place to say anything, but from reading your entries and visiting your site i feel that i know you pretty well. i think that you should just put jonathan behind you...ive suffered through heartbreak before and have been hurt by a guy i cared about and really loved. we were even engaged for a while. i really did love him, and i thought he felt the same about me. or so he would say...anyway, everything that he did (hanging out with ex-gf's or drinking, etc.) hurt me. so, i had to let him go. letting go does hurt, but in time it will meand. its so much better than being strung along by someone who doesnt care...my advice would be to get a bunch of cd's, a box of tissue, some girl friends, and have a cry fest. thats what i would do, and it really does work. afterwards you feel so much better. and, if you ever need someone to talk to, please, please, please feel free to e-mail me. i know im far away, but im

[sunsetsinautumn]

i agree and i hope everything gets better for you.

[tracylynn]

Thank you girls. So much. I know I'm not much of an online friend to either of you, but since I don't have internet at home, I don't have much time online except for email and lj entries. I look forwad to getting to know you better when I have the chance. Thank you so much, it means alot.

[tracylynn]

Chris. Haven't talked to you in a while. Thank you for your honesty and friendship. You have been one of my favorites online since those old PicRave days. My good old couples partner. I will have to check out the Revival Part II when I can. Good to hear from you.

[anonymous]

i'm just as confused as you are.

[crypticroach]

we really do need to have an al nighter talk@ the awful waffle to clear the air and set our minds straight on whats going on - in one of your last posts u typed in something bout clubbing n guys n ya that hurt- ya i got upset. email me ur next offnight so we can goto the awful w. and sort thru this ... unless u are willing to put me behind u, and i wouldn't be surprised if you did. I can be a real dick, and lately i have been. so ball is in your court now, make a move.

[tracylynn]

You've got mail :)